i know what you said
you said to not catch feelings
you were so worried about me getting hurt
i told you i wouldn't
i promised you that you wouldn't hurt me
And you haven't
yet
but i can feel it coming
i told myself not to get attached to you
and i don't think i am
but i could be
i'm just getting mixed signals
you tell me you don't want anything...
but then you hold me like i'm the only good thing in the world
you tell me you just want friends with benefits
but then you call me saying you miss me and want to see me
am i just reading into things
you probably don't care at all
i'm just another homie to you
but it's 1:55am and i can't sleep because my mind is thinking about a million different things
do i want you?
yes
am i falling for you?
maybe
but i don't know
all i know is i miss you and want you laying with me
i want to talk about meaningless shit like we always do
i want you to tell me how beautiful i am
because i never seem to believe it when it comes out of anyone else's mouth but yours
does that mean i am catching something
are you making an impact when i don't want you to?
probably
but do i mind?
not in the slightest
YOU ARE READING
unspoken words
Poetryonly a fraction of what goes on inside my head. most of it probably won't make sense because getting thoughts down on paper is nearly impossible
