I would give anything just to know what he is thinking right now
what he is thinking about
me? do I make the list
did I make that much of an impact on him that he is still thinking about me?
probably not
but the problem is
I'm still thinking about him
he made such a ripple in my life that I don't think i will ever stop
it's sad to think that this one boy changed my life drastically before my eyes
he made such an difference to me
and to him I was probably just another one
just another person who came in and out of his life
not special
not different
just another one
I wish there was something I could do to change that
change the way he views me
but the problem is
I don't know how much of a ripple I created in his waves
his waves were massive and my attempt was nearly a low tide
there but not strong enough to take you under
but him?
his waves hit me like a tsunami
taking me under and making me forget how to breathe
but that's just the thing
I don't mind
I would go back and do it all over again even if it means being another penny in his wishing fountain
because to me
he was my wish
VOUS LISEZ
unspoken words
Poésieonly a fraction of what goes on inside my head. most of it probably won't make sense because getting thoughts down on paper is nearly impossible
