my playable little heart..

"I know they say that first love is the sweetest , but the first cut is the deepest I try to keep us together but your busy telling secrets .. Telling everyone but me..."

I listened to the words as I laid in my bathtub crying my eyes out ..

Here I was crying again ..

"Why me ?" I repeated over and over as I grabbed the razor it's been so long since I cut .

But I was tired , of everything . Of everyone .. and most importantly this life .

I wonder .. what would happened if I was gone ..

Gone for good.