Chapter Twenty Four

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Chapter Twenty Four

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Zayn tugged me outside and he held my hand until we reached his car. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for what Zayn did and for him being there for me, but right now I just want to be alone.

"UARHHGGGG!!!" I suddenly shouted. He ubruptly stopped on his tracks. He looked into my eyes with confusion.

"Sorry..I just.."

"Thank you for what you did back there. But I just really need to be alone right now." I continued.

He nodded showing that he understood me. He always does.

"Take care, okay?" He asked.

"Yes, mom." I joked and tried to laugh but failed terribly. "Promise?" he reassured. I rolled my eyes, getting quite irritated. I just nodded in response.

He then let go of my hand and I walked the way opposite from him.

As soon as it sinked in me that I was alone, thoughts about Harry came rushing through my mind.

I HATE HIM.

What happened to him? One day he's acting all caring about me like nothing happened, then going all asshole-ly, then the next day he's turned into like a jealous ex-boyfriend.

But then maybe he is.

Once I realized I was far in the woods, I shouted it all. I shouted, or screamed, rather. On the top of my lungs, letting out all the stress, pain, and irritation.

Harry Styles, meet your new enemy. Ignorance is your new friend, asshole.

I tugged at my hair, probably looking crazy right now. Or maybe I am crazy.

I seriously do not know what to do anymore. I've planned on ignoring.him for the rest of my life. But that wouldn't solve anything, wouldn't it?

If I want this to be over, or at least tone down a bit, I might as well try to give him a second chance. Its almost a month since they showed up on my front door.

I've had quite enough of the screaming, shouting, cursing, and.just all the fighting.

I sat down on the cold ground of the forest. Don't worry, I've been here tons of times. Its like my second hideout. The studio is my first.

This forest is located at the back of our house. Harry and I used to go here all the time if we wanted to just think and just forget about the world. We's sit at the edge of the edge of the cliff looking at the vast lake before us.

Sometimes we'd go walk all the way down to the lake and swim.

Come to think of it, I usef to do basically everything with Harry. And almost everything reminds me of him or some memory I had with him.

May it be a bad or a good one.

"I.HATE.MY.LIFE." I groaned in irritation and exhaustion. Why do I always have to deal with problems like this in this early time in the morning? This is so ungodly.

And why in the world do I always get more problems when people leave me?

First, my dad. I had to suffer from extreme sadness. I was so close to my father. He is the kindest person in the world.

He didn't spoil me, but at the same time he kinda did. He'd buy me almost everything but he's still practical. He taught me to be practical. He'd always ask me if I really need it even though I know.he'd buy it.

But the objective of that is that when I grow older, I'd be practical. I'd think.

Now I'm thinking. Would it be worth it to try and let Harry take a baby step and give him another chance?

But what if he doesn't even try?

Maybe not now.

Maybe today isn't the right time. I'd give him a chance when I see if he'd even care.

Maybe ignorance isn't the best way to solve this problem.

Maybe I should try to be nicer to him. Maybe its time to fix this. But it doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to forgive him.

This is just a test. Trial.

And maybe it will all work out.

Maybe.

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