Pathetic, Pathetic, Pathetic. Useless. Nobody wants you here, so what are you still doing alive?
The words repeat in my head again and again. I wish they would stop. Why don't they stop? Go away. Please.
But no one is here to make them stop. I'm alone. I've always been alone and I always will be. Hoseok isn't here anymore. Jimin might as well be dead. Jungkook doesn't care anyway.
I don't deserve to exist anymore. I always mess everything up, so I don't see any reason to try and fix it. It's just going to end in tears. But I'm too cowardly to ever do it. I tried once before and Jimin stopped me. After that I could hardly bring myself to look at the knife.
It's as though the glistening silver blade is laughing at me, taunting me. You're worthless and a coward. You can't even do this, can you?
I wish it would stop.
I wish everything would stop.
Maybe if everything was still and quiet, I could go and fix my mistakes.
I doubt it though.
No matter what I do, I'll still be alone.
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Alone Again |Yoonseok|
FanfictionIn which a lonely boy named Min Yoongi wishes he could talk to the one he loves A counterpart to @I_LOVE_TRIS' story of the same name. Go check hers out as you read this one^^
