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"Why she doing this?!"

"Anak please hayaan mo na sya. Give her a break maybe she just only want to make the things up clear and to refresh her mind. Give her a space muna anak."

"Your mom's right Charles Damiene. Baka gusto nya lang maliwanagan ang lahat sa kanya or maybe she needs some time to think other things before you tie a knot to each other."

I stay calm this time.

But I still can't understand why she needs to go into fvcking places without my permission?! Why?! She can tell me what she wanted to do! She can tell me everything, I will listen to her!

Sh-t!

She was so unfair.

She should clear things up with me, but she never try to approach me.

Yes, aaminin ko may kasalanan din ako. I was so jerk to her lately, I was so rude and I didn't show my care and my love to her because I'm a coward.

Sh-t!

"Papa I want mama back. Miss ko na po sya papa."-paiyak namang sabi ng anak ko.

"Yes baby me too. Don't worry papa will find mama as soon as posible, okay?"

She just nod.

I don't want seeing my child's tears so I will do everything to find her.

"So, don't cry already. I hate seeing my princess is crying."-I brush her tears and and I carry her to her bed.

3days na syang ganyan since umalis ang mama nya. She's always calling her mom's name and crying.

It kills me.

This is my fault I know.

          Eiren, where are you?




"Bernard, trace her. Gusto kong malaman kong nasaan sya."
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It was my third day here in Vigan. I miss them so much, I swear but I need to stay here for our good also.

"Ma'am may nag papa-bigay po itong letter sa inyo."

"Huh?"

"Letter ma'am. Please sign nalang po dito"

"O-okay?"

Nag tataka ako. Panong may naka alam ng address dito wala naman akong pinag-sabihan about this?

Well, I just sign the receipt at tinanggap ko ang sulat.

Jackass!!

From: Charles Damiene Vitonvouge

      We'll wait for you, I will wait for you.. We're so worried here so much for you, and I don't know what to do, how to find you. Please, come back. Don't worry ako muna ang aalis kapag bumalik ka na............ Open you phone, just please...I will wait..

                                                                        -CDV


Napa luha naman ako dahil sa sulat na galing sakanya.

Really?

He cares about me? Di ba sya galit skin dahil umatras ako sa kasal? Di ba sya galit sakin dahil umalis ako at pinabayaan ko si Ckari sakanya?

I brush my tears and started to smile ng naiisip ko yun.

Dali dali naman akong umakyat sa hotel room ko and search for my phone, and I open it.

Woah

128 misscalls and 63 messages

All from him.

From: Damien

Where are you.

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Sh-t! Answer my calls!

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Don't play around Castillo, its not gone funny!

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Don't drag me to my limits you woman.

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Stop this Eiren. Its not very good anymore.

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So testing my limits huh? Don't worry I'll find you and your dead when I got you.

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Yun ang mga message nya the first day that I'm not around.

2nd day.

From: Damien

Your daughter is crying just to see you so please, where ever the hell are you now, umuwi ka na.

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That message hits me.

My Ckari is crying just to see me.

So sorry baby.

Sunod na mga messages nya ay puro pananakot sakin pero di ko na pinansin. Malayo ako kaya di nya magagawa lahat ng yun haha.

Saka babalik naman ako so soon eh, nag papahinga lang ako sa aking stress life and I just want to make sure myself na ready na ako sa responsibilities not only kay Ckari but for him too.


A week past and I'm ready to face the responsibilities for being a wife. Napag-isip isip ko na ang mga bagay bagay na nakapagduda sakin. Ang lahat ng sakit at puot lahat yun sinubukan ko nang itaboy at nag tagumpay naman ako. Iniyak ko ang lahat ng sakit ang lahat ng pangungulila, isigaw ko na kaya ko, matatag ako at hinding hindi na ulit mag papatalo sa mga nakaraang nag pasakit saakin.
Ipinalaya ko na ang galit ko sa mga taong nakasakit sakin at parte ng aking pag-hihirap. Gusto kong mabuhay ng wala ang lahat ng iyan so I tried my best just to erase them in my mind and in my heart.

No more pain, no more hurt, and no bad memories.

Ang tanging nasa puso ko na lamang ay ang higit kong pagmamahal sa dalawang importanteng tao na syang dahilan kung bakit ko to ginawa.
Di baleng di ako mahal ni Damien, may kaunting kirot pag iniisip ko iyon pero kailangang tanggapin ang katotohanan. Basta ako mahal ko sya.
Ckari may daughter, she is my strenght at gagawin ko ang lahat para sakanya.

At hingit sa lahat mamahalin ko rin ang aking sarili, gusto kong may matira parin sakin kase baka pag nasaktan ako ulit baka sa huli ay di ko na kayanin..













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