The Game of Life {Completed}

Eleven

Hey so quick note this chapter in pure sinning smut, so if you're no into that you can skip this you won't be missing anything. For the rest of you I'm so sorry, I'm awful at smut but here you go. Enjoy your sinning. 

"Hey, Dan?" Phil said. The movie was over, the credits rolling. I was lying with my head in his lap, his hand running through my hair.

"Hm?"

"Should we get into bed?" I wasn't sure if he was meaning for us to go to bed or if something else was going to happen, so I just nodded. He took me to his room, which seemed different now. Before it just seemed like a simple room, but now it was uncomfortable. He closed the door, even though we were the only ones home, and sat me down on the bed. He straddled my lap and laid me down, kissing me sweetly. It was so much at once.

"Is this okay, love?" he asked. I wasn't sure why, but I nodded my head. He smiled and kissed me more passionately. His hand started moving up my shirt until he was having me sit up so he could remove it. He took off his own and I couldn't help but stare. He was pale but so beautiful, with a broad chest and strong biceps. He pushed me back down and kissed me again, passionate and hungry.

"Do you want to go all the way, love?" He didn't say "we don't have to," like I thought he would. I waited ten seconds to see if he would say it before nodding my head. He smirked and had me move so my head was on his pillows. As he grabbed lube and a condom from the side drawer I watched his firm chest and stomach. He spread my legs and sat in between tham, and though it was supposed to be an amazing and loving time, I couldn't help but feel awkward and embarrassed; I had no clue what I was doing. I'd never read up about sex, much less down it. I've never even masturbated for god's sake, how was I supposed to do this? Nonetheless he ran his hand down my chest, tweaking each of middles before running his finger over my hole. He squirted lube onto his hand, warmed it up, and placed a finger at my entrance.

"Deep breaths, yeah?" I nodded before feeling him slip a finger in. I couldn't help but let out some kind of yelp. It hurt- a lot.

"You okay, love?" I nodded, even though I wasn't. He kept it still for a moment before slowly thrusting it. "You're so tight- have you ever fingered yourself?" Do you bloody think I have?

"N-no," I said, overtaken by pain and a slowly growing pleasure.

"This will be fun," he said with a subtle smirk. After about five minutes with one finger, he added a second. It didn't hurt quite as much, but it still hurt. He kept still before thrusting it. I was slowly falling into a deeper and deeper state of pleasure, until he had three fingers in me and I let out a loud moan.

"Found your spot," he said. Another five minutes went by before he removed his fingers, wiping the left over lube on his pants. He stood and and removed his pants and- oh god. He's huge. I had no one to compare him to, but he was huge. I was losing more and more faith that I could do this.

"You think you can take all of me, babe?" He smirked and straddled my chest, his dick dangerously close to my mouth. He slowly moved up and soon I was taking him in my mouth. Inch by inch he moved in, until I was almost gagging on him, though he still wasn't fully in. I tried moving my tongue around, which seemed to give him more pleasure. He groaned and ran his fingers through my hair, taking hold of it. I sucked for a few more minutes before he pulled away.

"You're so good, baby," he said, kissing me sweetly. "Now the real fun begins." He moved back between my legs, covering himself with a generous amount of lube. He moved closer until his tip was against my entrance. I squeezed my eyes shut. '

"Hey, shh, I need you to relax, okay? Is this still okay?" I tried to relax, nodding my head. He kissed me again and placed a hand on my chest as he very slowly moved in, centimeter by centimeter.

"God, Phil," I moaned, or at least I think I moaned.

"Shh, baby, it's okay. It'll start feeling good real soon," he said, continuing to work himself into me. "God, you're so god, baby. You look so pretty like this." The prais helped a bit, and soon he bottomed out, taking a minute to let me adjust. I nodded and he pulled back out, slowly started to get a slow rhythm going. I was moaning more as the pain subsided, causing Phil to gradually speed up his thrusts.

"Oh, f-god, there!" I cried out, gripping the bed sheets. Phil smirked and quickened his pace, almost slamming into me. I moved as he did, the headboard beginning to hit the wall. I was crying out, whether from pain or pleasure I wasn't sure.

"God, you're so fucking good, baby. You look so good around my cock. Are you going to cum? I wanna see you cum untouched, baby." I was moaning louder and louder, until I felt a tightening in my gut. I'd never felt it before, but soon I saw white and was cumming hard over mine and Phil's stomach.

"Oh, fuck, you're so good baby. I love you so much." He continued to thrust until he came in the condom, pulling out and causing me to wince. After a moment he got some tissues and cleaned me up, climbing into bed with me.

"You were so good, baby," he said as he wrapped his arms around me. I only nodded and let him hold me close, trying to replay what just happened. I just had sex. 

Heeelloooo. How are you doing? I hope you had an awesome Thanksgiving if you celebrate it. Even if you didn't do anything special, I still hope your day was good and that you're doing well <3 

So I got like a surprise birthday present today (my birthday isn't for a week) and like I didn't know what we were doing, and I ended up getting another piercing ^-^ I love it so much, I got my daith pierced (ik, it's weird and you probably don't know what it is- I didn't). But it looks super cool and I love it so much. If you wanna see it there's a picture on my instagram which is @kat_fml23, so yeah, thanks. I guess that kind of piercing is supposed to help with anxiety and stuff? which I have a lot of problems with anxiety so I thought, hey, it looks pretty sweet anyway, so why not give it a shot. Let's see how that goes. 

Anyway, not much to say, other than I hope you are doing well. It's okay to be down sometimes, but the key to being down is learning how to pick yourself back up. Life isn't permanently up or down- it's a roller coaster with many twists and turns, but every bit of it is an important part of the ride. Everything happens for a reason, and though sometimes we don't know that reason, we need to accept the fact the we might never know. I hope you're well, thank you so much, and goodbye! ^-^