A Night With The Gay Bachelor

CHAPTER 4

Tristan's

My vision was starting to get real blurry.

Isa

Dalawa

Tatlo

At sunod sunod nang nagsitulo ang mga luha ko kasabay ng bawat galaw nila. I am so shocked. I am disappointed. I am fucking sick pained. Halo halo na ang emosyong nararamdaman ko at hindi ko na alam kung ano ba ang nararapat kong maging reaksyon sa nakikita ko. I thought I would be the one doing the surprise but who would have thought that I am the one who will get to be surprised after all?

I was taken aback by what I am seeing right now. How I wish this is just some kind of a nightmare that I used to have when I was a kid. Hindi ako makapaniwala at ayoko sanang maniwala pero heto na't nasa harapan ko na silang nagla-live show at lahat lahat. I bit my lower lip to prove myself that I am not fucking dreaming. I tasted a some sort of metallic fluid in my mouth which only means that my lips was already bleeding, na ibig ring sabihin na totoo ang lahat ng ito.

Hindi ko lubos na maisip kung bakit nagawa ito sakin ni Jake. I never expected that he would lie to me, that he would dare cheat on me. Okay naman kami ah, pero bakit? Bakit ngayon pang isang taon na kami? All this time I trusted him but he damn betrayed me. What a freaking asshole he is!

Jake and a girl is intensely making-out right on the sofa. Both were almost naked. I can see that they are both enjoying their time. Moans are freaking everywhere.

Hindi pa nila ako napapansin dahil masyado silang abala sa kalaswaang ginagawa nila. Ako naman si tanga pinapanood lang ang bawat paghalik ni Jake sa leeg nung babae habang patuloy na ginagawa ang lintek na milagro sa katawan ng isa.

Like shit I just can't move a feet or bother to say a word. Gustong gusto kong sabunutan at pagkakaladkarin ang bwiset na babaeng nasa kandungan ng manloloko kong boyfriend. Gustong gusto kong saktan si Jake at tanungin kung bakit niya nagawa sakin ito. Pero hindi ko magawa. Para akong tinakasan ng lakas para gawin lahat ng mga iyon at naiwan lang ako ditong nakatayong parang tanga sa may pintuan.

Hindi ko namalayan na nahulog ko na pala yung mga dala ko na nag sanhi ng malakas na kalabog sa sahig ng condo. That cause them to refrain from what they were doing.

Finally, I caught their attention.

"Uh-Tristan le-let me explain!" At dali-dali niyang inayos ang kanyang sarili. Tinakpan niya rin ang mga dapat takpan bago lumapit sakin. Tangina mong mangloloko ka! Ang kapal din ng mukha mong humarap sakin at sabihing magpapaliwag ka sa ginawa mong harap harapang kabulastugan! How I wish I can shove all these things I have with me down to his goddamned throat.

Hindi ko siya hinayaang makahawak o makalapit man lang saakin. Nandidiri ako sa kanya. Isipin mo pagkatapos niyang hawakan yung iba't ibang parte ng katawan nung babae niya, ipanghahawak niya pa sakin. Balak niya pa ata akong hawaan ng STD!

"You don't have to Jake. I clearly understand what I just  saw."

"I'm s-sorry Tris I—" I cut him off. Does he really think that his little sorry will undo all the damages he caused?! Bullshit! Hindi ito tulad ng maliliit naming away na simpleng sorry at yakap niya lang sakin bibigay na ako. This is not one of those shitty misunderstandings we had before na sa bukas o makalawa ay maaayos na. This is a fucking cheating scenario. A one real cliché breakup setting.