Here's something I'm now willing to admit
When I was with him I felt like I was hard to love.
I was sad
I was constantly telling him not to do the same thing over and over
And he still did it
For about two weeks I was just miserable, because
What the fuck was wrong with me.
Why would someone even do someone like that
Ask them what hurt them and them use it against them
But I believe in Karma
I have a bad habit of having to remind myself that I'm a good person when I come in contact with bad people
Because I am
And I'm not a quitter
One guy won't alter my perception of love
Which is already pretty shitty.