You asked me on a date
I read that message and I reread it.
There was no way.
You wanted to start fresh and this is exactly what I wanted.
But I wasn't as happy as I thought I'd be
Maybe it was because I was finally getting tired of this game we had going on
Or
Maybe because you never changed your relationship status,
Or
Maybe because I still saw her tagging you in things and calling you babe
Or
Maybe because you never deleted thise pictures of you guys together
Whatever it was it was slowly but surely putting out this cancerous flame that I had only for you
I won't deny that I ran every single scenario through my head of what could've happened
So I went to my friend and she was straight forward with me.
She said dont go back to you, leave you alone, dont go to the movies with you
Draw the line at talking to you.
How the fuck was I supposed to do that?
Thats what I asked myself.
How was I supposed to just ignore you when you text me
I wanted to be in love with you
I wanted us to work.
For two years.
But somewhere along the way it got easier.
To leave your messages in the inbox
Get out of my house
Meet someone new.
