Of Hidden Thoughts and Stolen Glances

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In the farthest parts of my head you were there
Maybe I did put you there for two reasons
One was because of Denial
And the other of Hurt.

Denial pushed me into it
Every part of my body seemingly agreed
Too embarrassing
Too  shameful
That I didn't want you to know
To know just how much this heart pulsates at your every move

Hurt had come unintentionally
Breaking through my clouded mind
It had brought with it "Truth"
And I swear it hurt like hell
The reality sucks knowing you will never be mine

So now all I can do is put you in that spot
A spot where I know will hide you away
But this didn't stop me from showing just a little
Of course in my head you were there

But I couldn't really express it
Maybe I'll get myself contented
With hidden thoughts
And a few stolen glances.

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