I almost forgot how much I hated morning sickness when I was pregnant with Nasia but it's worse. One minute I'm hungry to a craving every little thing I see the next minute I'm facing down in the toilet. But this morning sickness not gonna stop me today nope. I've decided I'm going to go stop by profits moms house then stop by my moms house and then Shawn moms house The 3places that I know have food 😊
After taking a shower and brushing my teeth, I walked inside the closet to find something cute but comfortable to wear.
"You know it's just not gonna pop out and say wear me," Shawn said coming out of nowhere
" sure ,you just got back from dropping Nasia off ?" He nodded his head and proceeded to the bathroom. I peaked out the closet to look at him pee , God blessed him for real from the face on down . I couldn't help the fact I started to feel a tingly feeling down there " no London no " I mumbled to myself and finally picking out my Adidas one-piece bodysuit. Getting out my panties only ,not deciding on wearing a bra . I lotion up and slipped on my body suit .
"You're not wearing that " 🙄Shawn said walking by the closet
"Why ?"
" Because I said so, now pick something else " usually I will listen to him but no, I'm wearing this bodysuit, I grabbed my Adidas and put them on and walked in the bathroom, applying Simple makeup just because I like my baby glow. After I was done I sprayed perfume on me , did One more look in the mirror and walked out .
"Bye baby " I smiled pecking his lips and grabbing my purse
" your so damn hard head," he said
" but look baby when I get back " I straddled his lap " nasia gonna be sleep and im going to be horny " I grind my hips on him "so you can undress me " I continued as he begins to get hard "well I have to go " I laughed jumping off of him
"London ?" I continued laughing and walking out the house
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"Hey ma" I smiled walking into profit moms house
"How's my grandbabies" she smiled, even though my bundle of joy inside my stomach is not a profits baby she still treats it like it's her grandbaby too, like I said before she was my mother figure until my real mother came into my life so now I have 2 mothers
"Nasia bad as ever and this one just kicks up a storm " I laughed "how's everything with you ?" I questioned
"Girl same old shit, all they ass just get on my nerves " I just laughed at her craziness "but also have you been talking to him ?" She asked
"Nope, he put this on himself, it was plenty of times I tried to talk to him but I always gotten ignored, it was times I would text his phone so his child could see him but never get a reply, I'm always making shit easy for him and I can't do that no more, every time Nasia used to ask for her daddy and I always use to lie and say daddy's at work he loves you though I can't do that no more either, I know he loves her he just has a lot on his plate, but that doesn't give him no excuse to abandon his child. " I replied
"I understand and he's a fuck up" she spoke
"Yea he might be that but I had to get with him to understand that, I have love for-profit and lord knows I do but I'm not in love with him no more, I moved on and I'm happy, Shawn filled in the hole profit left, not only for me but Nasia too" I smiled just thinking about him.
"As long as you happy I'm happy, I love you " she smiled hugging me
"I love you too" I replied.
After leaving profit mom's house with a plate and weight lifted off my shoulder I made my way towards my mom's house with a big ass smile on my face. I think nobody would of understood that specific situation because they don't really know profit like that so his mom was the best person to go talk to . She understands me 100%.
"Hello mommy" I smiled walking inside the house because I smelled cake
"What you want?" She laughed walking back towards the kitchen
"You know just came to check up " well everybody knows why I stop by they mothers house FOR FOOD duhhhhhhh
"Girl shut up the red velvet cake I just made it for you so make sure you take it before you go, your sister just left with her man not to long ago " wait a minute
"Her man ? You met him ma?" I asked
"Yes he's a sweet little thing and he cute, if only I was a little bit younger and y'all wasn't my daughter I would have taken both of y'all mans from y'all " I couldn't help but laugh
"Ma I would of beat your ass "I continued to laugh
"For real , you better cherish that boy , he's a nice one and I love him for you , y'all are meant to be together. Also since your staying with him always remember he's the king of that house and your the queen, that is y'all throne but since that is y'all throne you should always make sure there is food on that table, not always jumping from house to house collecting plates and no fast food or always going out, I understand if y'all go out for dinner once every week but not every night." I nodded "but listen I never said this before because I couldn't but I'm proud of you, at least you didn't come out as a screw-up, I'm sorry I wasn't here to raise you but I was always here with you mentally and spiritually, just know I've been looking for you for years" she spoke
"Ma no lie I wish you would of found me earlier, where I was it was a fucked up place, and honestly I didn't plan on telling you so soon but right now is the best time "I took a deep breath and begin to speak "while I was there I use to get molested by their sonsince I was 13 until I moved out, I never said anything causes all they would have done was beat me like always "I cried "I never wanted to go through no shit like that, and I raised myself at an early age, nobody else did, it was only Tamia and me in this cold ass world that's why I was upset about the way she treated me " my mama hugged me while I cried harder on her shoulder, I think I went through certain shit so I can be the way I am today. The shit I went through only made me stronger , because this world is fucked up , people are fucked up , but it's life and I'm happy all of my lessons turned into blessings.
