soft light » joshler

quiet.

major trigger warning.

a kiss in the dark.

a warm darkness, an absence of light and puffs of hot air brushing against josh's chest.

cradling his love in his lap, legs crossed and tangled, his boy curled around him, his head buried in josh's torso.

comforter pressed around them, twisted up and holding them like a solid cloud.

josh moved his arms and wrapped them close around his love, threading them under his shoulders and knees, and pulling the limp form to him.

shallow breaths almost too quiet to hear.

josh couldn't hear the patter of his tears hitting his love. he ignored the sounds of his own hitching breaths, and the painful breathing of his boy.

a warm, terrifying wetness expanding from his love's back, glistening in the dark.

a knife, glistening on the comforter next to them.

soon everything was quiet, save for the sound of josh's sobs.

his love's body still and limp in his arms.

"tyler."

i have no idea what that was i'm stressed and not in a good place that was probably terrible.

i'm sorry, also, for not updating.

it also likely made no sense, i'm sorry for that too.

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