My trust, My Life, My Everything (in the process of editing)

Chapter 32

"Alright alright, sorry," she said.

"Charlie," Perrie, Eleanor, and Dani screamed.

"Hey guys," I smiled softly. Then they all rushed over to hug me and we sat there talking about random things and what happened after I left for an hour. Then Louis, Liam, and Zayn came in and started talking with us. We sat there laughing and eating candy. Then someone suggested a movie, so we cut the lights out, put the movie in, and popped popcorn. Everyone was cuddled into their boyfriend and girlfriends and I was all alone and Harry was somewhere upstairs.

"Charlie," Gaby said tapping me.

"Hmm?" I said softly.

"Are you sleepy?" she asked.

"A little," I replied.

"You should go to sleep," she said softly.

"Alright, night," I said, getting up. Everyone turned and looked at me and I waved. i grabbed my bags and started walking.

"Charlie," Niall said with pain in his voice.

"Shush, she's just going upstairs to go to sleep," Gaby said.

"Night," everyone whispered.

"Night," i said, walking up the stairs. I walked past my old room that I shared with Harry into the room next door and unpacked everything. I put my things away and then I walked out of my room. I walked to the Harry and I... I mean Harry's room and knocked at the door.

"What?" I heard.

"I left my blanket in the room and I kind of need it to sleep," I said quietly.

"Door's unlocked," he said sounding muffled. I opened the door and walked in to find Harry on the floor with three finished beer bottles next to him. His harry was messy and his eyes were red. His cheeks were puffy and his shirt was wrinkled.

"Harry," i said quietly.

"No, just get the blanket and leave me alone please," he said.

"Harry," I said, closing the door and locking it.

"What did I just say?" he growled. I didn't listened and crawled over to him. I moved myself in between his legs and rubbed his cheek. He instantly relaxed and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Charlie," he said softly, looking down at me.

"Harry," i said, rubbing his cheek, "Come back to me Harry come back."

"Charlie," he said again. HIs eyes changed from green to a deep black. He seemed like he was in a war within himself because his eyes kept changing from green to black.

"Harry please," I said. Then i kissed him with passion. I know I'm mad at him, but I still love him. When I pulled away, he stared at me with his eyes black, then they slowly turned to their natural green.

"Charlie," he said.

"Harry?" I said.

"Charlie," he said, looking around him and then looking at me. "What happened? Did I hurt you? Are you ok?"

"I'm fine. You didn't hurt me at all. You were drinking and then your eyes were changing from black to green over and over," I said.

"Oh my gosh, baby I'm so sorry," he said, pulling me into him and kissing my head. Being in his arms felt right, being here for him feels right. He is right.

"It's fine," I smiled.

"I'm sorry for everything. I really am," he said, holding me tighter.

"Don't be. It's ok," I said.

"No it isn't. I'm so-" he started, but I cut him off with a kiss.

"Don't say sorry," I smiled softly.

"Alright," he said quietly.

"Now, I'm going to grab my blanket and I'm going to go to my room," I said.

"But this is our room," he said.

"Yes and no. It was our room, but now it's your room," I said.

"But you said-" he started.

"I know what I said, but we need space. We need to slow things down," I said.

"But Charlie," he said.

"Harry if you want us to keep working out, then we need this," I said.

"For how long?" he asked.

"For as long as we need it," I said.

"Charlie," he whined.

"Harry," I whined and grabbed my blanket.

"Alright," he smiled.

"Alright?" I asked.

"Yeah. I want us to work out so if that means having space and slowing things down, then I'm up for it," he said.

"Alright," I smiled. Then I kissed his cheek and we said our goodnights. Then I left and walked into my room. I fell asleep. I was having a nightmare and then I got up and walked to Harry's room.

"Harry," I said softly, knocking at his door.

"Huh?" he mumbled. Then I heard him walk over to the door then he opened it.

"Charlie?" he said, rubbing his eyes.

"I had a nightmare, can I sleep in here with you?" I asked.

"Yeah of course, come in," he said, letting me inside. I walked in and laid down next to him and he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into his body.

"Night Harry," I said kissing me softly.

"Night Charlie," he said, falling back asleep. Then I buried my face in his chest and fell asleep.

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Hey I decided that yesterday's chapter was horrible, so I made this one -insert cheers and applause-. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok well I need to go eat because I'm being forced to eat. Ok ok ok goodnight, good morning, good afternoon, good evening. :D :)

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