Adopted by 5sos

Part 35

Hannah's POV

"Home" I say slamming the car door, I run up to the door and stand impatiently while I wait from the boys to hurry up

"Hurry up, Hurry up, Hurry up" I complain as Luke fumbles with the keys

"Calm down" he says defensively as I push past him and run into the kitchen

"I've missed this place soooooooo much" I say running around the room with the boys laughing at me

"Hey Ashley?" I say holding his hand

"Yes" he says suspiciously

"Can I have my room back please?" I ask sweetly

"that depends" he says

"On what" I say hopefully

"Lemme see you wrists" he asks carefully, I roll up my wright sleve to reveal no new scars "the other one?" Ashton says gesturing to my left arm, now I feel guilty, I slowly roll up my left sleve revealing the scars Shawn saw yesterday. I sigh and drop to the floor. Ashton and Luke sit on the floor beside me.

"It's like I'm on drugs something" I sigh "Most days I'm fine and then others I just lose it, I'm such a headcase"

"Everyone slips up on the way to recovery" Luke says reassuringly

"but, it's gonna have to be a no on the room thing for now" Ashton says

"Fine" I grumble, he hugs me but I don't let go I bury my head in his chest and cry silent tears

"Hannah banana there's no need to cry, everyone makes mistakes" he chuckles

"I.......Don't.......Cry" I say fiercely

"I know, but I hate to see you upset" he tells me

"Then close your eyes" I sniff

"I'd love to but right now I need my eyes, I'm going to do some writing, behave" he warns

"Was that directed at me or at Luke" I chuckle

"You better watch your mouth, missy" Luke says tickling me

"Bye Ashton, I love you more than cheese" I shout at Ashton who is walking out the door

"Bye Hannah, I love you more than bandanas" he shouts back

"So Hannah banana, What is all this with you and Shawn Mendes?" he asks me curiously, I sigh remembering Shawn and how it's unlikely I will ever see him again

"Nothing" I say trying to be convincing

"I don't believe you"He tells me

"That's a shame" I say walking upstairs

"We're not done" he shouts from downstairs. I try and find my phone but then I remember it's in my clutch bag from the awards last night. I dig through my suitcase and find the bag. I empty it out and my phone, a lipstick and a small piece of paper falls out. I open the small piece of paper and it says:

Hey I think your really cool, call me anytime

- Shawn

034thisisamadeupnumber4583

I grab my phone and call the number.

"Hello?" Shawns Cute tired voice

"Hi Shawn, Oh my god, I woke you up didn't I? Ugh I'm such an idiot" I mutter

"No it's ok, It's good to hear your voice" he says

"thanks, I was scared that I would never see you again" I say

"I wouldn't let that happen" he says adorably

Two hours later

Ashton's POV

"Hey" I say walking into Hannah and I's room, she doesn't notice me because she's on the phone

"Oh hi" she says hanging her up her phone "You just leaft"

"I leaft like two hours ago" I say

"Really, Shoot, I was on the phone" she says walking over to me giving me a hug

"Who were you calling?" I ask protectively

"No one" she says innocently

"Bed time Hannah Banana" I say forgetting everything

"Hey Ash" she says quietely

"Yes" I say sitting down

"I'm gonna sleep tonight"