Adopted by 5sos

Part 14

Hannah's POV

I wake up after what feels like days of horrific nightmares. I'm in the games room on the floor. I go through the last nights events, the last thing I remember is eating dinner. Then I remember how I felt before I fell asleep, sleeping pills Ashton must of slipped them in my food. I turn round and see Ashton staring at me. I ignore him and stumble into th nearest bathroom.

I stick two fingers down my throat and throw up what's left in my stomach. I hear Ashton pounding on the door, I ignore him and find shome mouthwash I use it and wash my hands. I unlock the door and walk past Ashton ignoring him.

Ashton grabs my shoulders and I scream but he keeps ahold of me "Why did you do that?" He screams at me. I ignore him and he finally lets go. I  go up to my bedroom and put a chair in front of my door so nobody can get in. I get dressed in sport leggings and a jumper, I put on my trainers and grab my headphones and MP3 player, I walk out of my bedroom.

I walk into Micheals room and he looks up from his phone "I'm going out for a run, please tell anyone who cares" I tell him he nods understandingly and I run down stairs and out the front door. I run/jog for about an hour and then I walk back to the house. I walk in to find a guilty looking Ashton Irwin staring at me. I walk past him and go up to my room.

I hear a knock at the door and I shout "if your not Ashton then you can come in"

In walks michael "How was your run?" He asks

"Great" I reply

"About what Ashton did, I know it was beyond stupid but he was just being an overprotective dad" Michael tells me

"I know why he did it but I told him what the pills did to me and yet he still did what he did" I reply

"Ok but lunch is ready" he says and we both leave my room and walk downstairs. Ashton made sandwiches for lunch but I walk to the fruit bowl and examine a banana, I pick it up and walk back to the table and sit down.

Ashton stares at me while I eat my banana but says nothing. After we all finish lunch (apart from me) I get up to leave but Ashton says "can you wait for a second"  I say nothing but sit back down. "Look Hannah I'm so so so so sorry" He says sincerely. I stare at him and say nothing. "please just say something"

"If you promise to shut up until I finish" He nods "Do you know how much you've pissed me off? I distincly outlined that those pills did awful things to me. Do you know how hard it was for me to trust you? I have never trusted anyone, not since I was little. Do you know how hard it was for me to eat that full meal? I felt that I was finally getting better. I know you were trying to help but you thought you knew better than me. So you have lost my trust. I am finished now." I say

A tear rolls down Ashtons cheek and he gets on his knees and says "I was an idiot, a complete fucking idiot and I will never do it again, I promise" I consider this for a while and he gets up, i give him a hug and whisper to him "Do it again and I will kill you" He gives a slight chuckle and I say "I'm cooking tonight ok" He looks disappointed like I would forgive him that quick.