The girl with a "happy" face

Chapter 7

Note: video triggering
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After the movie we all choose what we want to eat.

I wasn't hungry tho I'm to stressed and I already had a lot of food for lunch I hated this now I have to eat dinner and to top it all off Andy's dad knows everything from my cutting to my eating disorder.

His dad says So tacos it is then.

That's 400 calories oh god dammit.

Cassie what do you want on your taco?

Just meat ,cheese and taco souse.

Ok anything else you want with your taco?

Nope just pop thank you.

Andy's dad gives me look.

I sit down at the table and start eating.

So Cassie , Andy and Mike did you have a good day today?

I say yeah sure when I'm feeding Mike
One more bite Mike yum
Mommy I don't like meat
Well you need it to grow up healthy Hun
Yeah I know.

Andy?

Yeah I did

Mike?

Yes

I ease the tension and ask.

How was work?

It was good I'm tired out tho.

Yea work can tire people out oh yeah I got an Application to work in the movies what do you guys think?

Andy says no it's to far.

His dad says oh Andy I think it's a good idea because she needs money to take care of Mike.

Yeah you got a point ok I guess it's fine.

Ok cool I'll write it up after my shower.

Andy and his dad looks at me then each other.

I had forgot that his dad knows about my eating disorder.

Andy texts me

You better not purge

I've had to much I'm sorry

Andy looks at his dad

Ok well I'm gonna lay down hey Andy can you clean up?

Yeah sure

After I go to the bathroom

I take my things off and get in the shower and stick my fingers down my throat and then I get got of the shower.