Fire In Her Soul (Completed)

• Chapter Twenty-one •

Amaya-
I sat on my bed with my fiancé, the love of my life, facing each other as we give light kisses on our faces, whispering sweet words.  Alex my love, even though I'm still young I feel like I've known him forever,he was always there for me from day one. And every moment I cherished the day we met.

The day we met was so cliche and I've always hated cliche but I've met him at an airport, I was walking and dropped my stuff he was the only one who had help me gather my belongings, and as one more item was left on the ground we both picked it up at the same time and from that moment on he's was always there, we've stayed together for over seven months, he had proposed to me a month ago on a vacation to Vancouver. He's soft blond and shining hair, the slightly uneven smile but yet was slightly adorable, and that one sided dimple of his. I've fall in love with him right away, although
I've just gotten from a break up he was there to pick up all the pieces and glued them perfectly together like brand new, I was truly happy with him......that is until that night when he came home drunk, and with lipsticks stain, I went mad on him,we've fought for two weeks until I decided to brake up with him, because he continued his ways for straight two weeks, the wedding was canceled. All the planning wasted. I had moved out and became a gangster, I was broken and hurt one's again, he had done the unfortunate, like Liam had done, ever since that night I've never dated ever again, I've met Em and everyone else, I moved out of the country, I thought I would forget about him but every night I cried myself to sleep, I'd avoid eating, but my newest family had brought me back to life, that's when I started training and fighting, I've made my way to victory and became the leader of the gang, I thought my life had moved on but I was wrong, one night all of us decided to go out and celebrate for ranking #1, we thought it would be the best night of our life, but we were wrong, Em and I never got home, because we were kidnapped and held hostages for two months, tortured every seconds and every minuet by the one person I would never thought I'd ever see again, Alex, he tortured both Em and I,
But he tortured Em more to torture me, one night I had enough that was the night I thought I would ever see him ones again, the night where Em was almost raped she was only 16 at that time and I couldn't let that happen, so I burnt him, killed him to crisp, the night where Em had found out my hidden secret. I burnt everything down and every trace of him. Emilian and I were rescued, Em made it out alive but I almost hadn't, I was bloody and broken, the fire I had also affected me, I had spent weeks and weeks in hospital until I had to returned back to my old life's where Liam was, from that day forward I was never able to be put back to pieces, I was broken, I had lost faith in love and became a monster, the darkness had swallowed me and I let it, I spent months of depression and pain, still I don't believe in love until Ryder appeared , and a glimmer of hope arise."

The man who I had thought I killed and loved at the same time was standing in front of me, the man that I was supposed to marry and live happily ever after, the one man I thought I could  I finally have a a  a happy ending  I with but I learned the hard way that not everyone gets happy ending, not everyone gets that special someone to care and love them, life was not fair and I've learned that from the man I had gave my whole life to, only to have it ripped and shattered, pain,anger and broken was all I've ever felt, I hid every emotions from everyone, I've learned to masked my true feelings from those who wanted to help me, because I've lost faith in love. 

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The book is Almost done 🙃☺️
Just a few more chapters 😘