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( Dan's POV ).

I woke up at 9:00 am and walked out to the living room where Phil was sat with his coffee.
"You good Phil?" I asked sitting down,
"Not really. Mum said Quinn hasn't eaten a lot and she looks like she hasn't slept the whole week she had been at home" He sighed
"Rock bottom?" I asked,
"Not quite, when she stops talking then we are in trouble.." Phil sipped his coffee, "I was going to go home today, do you want come?"

"Yeah, but haven't got a meeting later?" I took my laptop off the table and turned it on,
"Yeah but it's at 4:00" He smiled, walking out the room.

Most of the morning I was editing and scrolling on Tumblr. Phil was out getting some shopping, I decided I would get out my PJ's and actually look like a human if I was going out later.

Phil and I made our way to the train station, and then to Phil's house. We were greeted by his dad,
"Hey dad" Phil smiled, giving him a hug,
"Hey Phil, hey Dan!" He smiled,
"Hello" I answered,
"Is that Dan and Phil?" Phil's mum shouted from the kitchen,
"Yeah" Phil shouted back as we made our way to her. She greeted us with a hug each.
"Your sister is almost a rock bottom again, she has almost stopped talking altogether." She said sitting down,
"What do you mean?" I asked and Phil and I sat down too,
"Dan, when she hits rock bottom; she turns into a safe that's hard to crack. She won't do anything, just lay in bed. She was put in hospital because of it.." Phil paused, "She was on the edge of life, she meet Fran, and as you know. She was pushed to safety by her"
"Then, Quinn and Fran started dating and she was so happy, the happiest she has ever been. It was nice but now she's right back where she started" Phil's mum finished
"How long ago was all of this?" I asked,
"A few years ago, around 2" Phil sighed, "Come on Dan, let's go see her" Phil and I got up and made our way to her room, Phil knocked and walked in.

Quinn had her back to the wall and she was in her bed, "Who?" Is all she said,

"Dan and Phil!" I answered,

"Go away!" She said, covering her face with her hands,

"Don't be like that" I laughed,

"Quinn, come on. You can trust us" Phil and I sat at the end of her bed.
"I want to be alone" She said, I could hear that she had been crying,
"We aren't going to let you" Phil answered,
"Why? I thought you wanted me to be happy?" She said, still not turning around.

"We do, but the way you are now. We can't leave you" I answered.
We sat in silence for a while, Phil looked at me and mouthed 'I have to go soon'. 
I mouthed 'ok i'll stay' back to him.
"Why are you two still hear?" She mumbled,
"Because we care about you" I said,
"You might be able to get mum away easy, but not us" Phil smiled,
"You can't make me eat!" She protested,
"We won't we just want help you" Phil said as he stood up, "Sadly for you, I have to go for a meeting so you have Dan" 

"How am I bad?" I laughed, 

"Love you Quinn." Phil walked out and shut the door leaving me and Quinn..

We sat in silence for a while, I put my hand on her shoulder "My hands her if you need to say something"
She grabbed my hand "Promise, you won't hate me?"

"I promise"

She squeezed my hand as he spoke "I haven't been eating, or sleeping, It's not because I don't want to" She paused "Dan, it's because i'm scared to" She squeezed my hand tighter,
"Hey, i'm listening" I reassured her,
"I'm scared to eat and sleep. I'm scared that if I sleep something bad will happen to me, that I might be taken by angles. I'm scared to eat incase i'm putting on weight. Dan i'm so tired and hungry you don't understand!" She sighed, let go of my hand and sat up, still with her back to me,

"I'm here so you don't have brave" I put my hand on her shoulder, Quinn put her head in her hands and began to cry, "Need a hug?" She nodded, I pulled her into me so she was in my chest. I let one of hands down so she could hold if she needed to and with the other, I was cuddling her. Instantly, I felt her relax making me relax. Quinn put one hand in mine and the other was playing with the hem of her t-shirt. 
"You know me and Phil will always be here" I calming spoke, a little louder than a whisper,
"I know, but there somethings I can't tell Phil" she said as she nuzzled into the space between my shoulder and neck, Quinn yawned.

"Do you want me to go and let you sleep?" i asked her,

"N-no!" She said, fear holding her voice, gripping my hand harder, "Stay with me. I feel safe with you!" 

"I'll stay don't worry" I started to stroke her hair, Quinn moved herself so she was as close to me as she could get. I through the blanket over us and made sure she was comfy. Before I knew it, we had fallen asleep. She was still holding my hand.

Peaceful.

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