dear diary | kozume kenma x reader

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• koushi •

"kenma made his choice, now it's time for yours." I said as I forcefully smiled and then walked away since my team was calling me. We were all ready to leave, but I didn't expect to leave with a heavy feeling in my heart.

We were in the bus and usually, I'd sit with Daichi and the others, but I sat at the back, alone.

The team was wondering, but I told them I was just a little tired. I just couldn't believe that she had feelings for Nekoma's setter. Even though she didn't say it, I knew that she had feelings for him, I knew because whenever she had problems, I'd be the one to consult her. I probably know everything she's been through. Since she grew up as an "only" child she has always been with me. Well, since she was 6. Her memory was in blur, and hopefully, until now, she hasn't remembered. Now, as I've heard from Hinata, her memories are slowly coming back, maybe going back to Tokyo wasn't the best idea; and up until now, she doesn't know that, we're not really related.

I'm her cousin, and that will remain for until she figures what she wants to do if she finds out the truth, but, being blood related is another story to tell.

Incidents occurring, from her moving, to her new friends, to her falling on the stairs, I guess, history does repeat itself. But hopefully, it doesn't end as bad as the first one.

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It was a long trip before we get back, and before I knew it, Hinata came up to me and said,

"What did (First Name)-chan say?"

I stared at the him for a strong 3 seconds, and told him, "I guess we're really losing to Nekoma now.."

"...does she like him...?" Hinata asked as he was fidgety while sitting next to me.

"She didn't tell me yet."

But, we're losing her.

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