Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Both of them didn't want to start any conversation. After Taehyung lead Jeongguk inside his unit, he offered him to take a seat and gave him food. Jeongguk already stop from crying but Taehyung giving him a blank cold stare that scares him.
Taehyung cannot believe after five years. He still have an opportunity to see the guy he loved ㅡJeongguk didn't change a bit. Same as the most attractive and innocent face he'd ever seen except his baby bump on his stomach.
Taehyung wanted to cry, to shout, to hugged the raven but he keeps on stopping himself. He need to stop himself because it's for the best.
After almost an hour, Jeongguk slowly took a bite of a freshly bake cookies and eat it silently he then drink the now cold chocolate milk to produce a voice. He wiped his mouth and looked at Taehyung on the eyes. "Hyung." He started, voice still shaky. You can determine that the raven cried.
Taehyung stay still and follow the raven movement. "Hyung, can i stay here." Jeongguk almost choked and urge himself not to cry. "I don't have anywhere else to go. Iㅡonly have you."
Taehyung groans, eyes hinting to cry. The pit from his heart is too much. "Sㅡsure. Just don't invade my privacy and we're cool." Jeongguk nodded and spill a single tear when he heard the brunette voice. He remembered how that voice soothing and comforting him before. "Feel free to use my spare room and eat the food on the cupboard and fridge. But, stop asking me aboutㅡ nothing." Taehyung stood up and went to get something to drink.
He harshly took the mineral bottle and drink it to ease the burning sensation coming from his throat. After that he walk through the living room and lead Jeongguk to his own room. Jeongguk stare on the latter and wanted to hug him tight. "Hyung."
"Hmm?"
"You're not going to ask mㅡme?" Taehyung shook his head and look at him sternly. "Are you mad?" He added, silently.
"Jeongguk, i am not here to ask you or ask what happened to you. It's your life. And as your former friend i am here to offer a help. Because as you said, you only have me." Jeongguk swallowed his spit roughly. "And i am not a jerk of a friend to just leave you outside my unit. Now if you'll excuse me. I have to rest." Taehyung leave Jeongguk, the two did not see their own eyes, with longing and sadness.
The moment Taehyung entered his room he punches the wall that made his hand got bruises. Dripping blood oozing on it.
He cried silently and hold his chest. He can't believe that the feeling before was still inside of him. He really does't move on. He can't. And now he is crying like a pathetic guy five years ago and accepting his best friend thar hurt his feeling.
"I'm so pathetic. I'm still whipped." He sobbed again and keep on punching the ground. "Shit."
