Girls go for personality.
Maybe that's why I'm single...
I've never had a girlfriend...
I'm almost 18!
Everyone in my family has somebody to say 'I love you' to!
I don't.
I never will.
"Ross, what are you doing up so late?"
Mom asks while walking in my room.
I lay down and she tucks me In and kisses my forehead then leaves.
This is the rest if my life.
I'm going to die alone.
I got a tattoo on my upper arm by my elbow that says, 'Forever Alone.'
Rydel told me when she moves out I can move in with her so I don't have to be stuck with mom and dad...
That was before Ty came into the picture....
I wiped the tears off my cheeks and closed my eyes. Slowly I fell asleep.
~~SATURDAY~~
I didn't get outta bed. No reason to.
I listen to the sound of 3/5 siblings have sex.
•Rocky
•Riker
•Rydel
Gross!!!!!!!!!
I hate it! I'm surrounded by this!
I wanna run from it!
I climb on the roof.
•Cars
•People
•wind
I love the wind.
The wind is soundless, looking for someone to hold it, love it, want it.
The wind and I have lots in common.
Both always running, never finding what we want.
The one thing I want more than to talk is, someone to love me.
I don't care if its a guy or girl!
I want to know what it's like to mean something to somebody!
It won't happen....
I'm a MUTE-ant.
•Unloved
•Unwanted
•invisible
I can't be heard.... Not even a peep.
That doesn't mean I don't have a heart!
Why can't I find someone in this world who cares about me!
Not even my family wants to stay with me forever...
Riker's moving out in a few months!
Rocky is gone all the time for his job!
Rydel cares, but soon Ty's gonna get her pregnet!
Ryland is gonna go to collage!
Ratliff is engaged!
What am I doing?
Nothing, I really am Forever Alone.
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FanfictionRoss can't talk! He doesn't even make noise when he sneezes! It's been this way his whole life! Can he make through life without making a peep? ***Trigger Warning*** *Cover by StarsR5*
