[on hold]summer sunflower ➳ jinkook

twenty || bittersweet

[unedited]

"jungkook? what happened? why are you crying?"

"I-i.."

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"well.. um. this is embarrassing.. I dont know how to say it.."

"well just say it, taehyung. I wanna listen to jin-hyung and joon-hyung's conversation before it ends!"

"well alright alright, kookie. it's about jimin.."

"yeah? what about jimin?? did something happen??"

"n-no not really.. it's just that, I.. um.."

"you.. what?"

"i-i.. well, I think I like jimin."

jungkook's eyes widened in shock.
well not just shock. surprise, relief, heartbreak and many more.

suprised, because he didn't expect that.

relief, because jimin is their bestfriend. he doesn't want him to fall in love with anyone else.

heartbreak, because it's jimin. why can't it be him?

is it because he's a year younger than the two? why is it jimin?

and many more mixed feelings was felt by jungkook.

he was speechless, he couldn't say anything. his heart shattered into a million pieces.

"hello? jungkook? are you there?"

he has a crush on taehyung for so many years but taehyung got attracted to jimin? what the fuck?

"jungkookkiiiieeeeee?????"

is it because jungkook was taller than him? does he like small petite people who are manly sometimes?

"kookie are you still there?"

what does jimin have that jungkook doesn't have?

"jungkook please talk to me."

many more thoughts filled jungkooks mind as he hung up on the phone.

he felt tears welling up in his eyes.

"tae.. hyung..", his voice cracks a little as tears slowly rolled down his cheeks.

he sat down on the floor and sobbed quietly.

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"jungkook? are you okay?", jungkook looks up and saw namjoon with eyes that looked like he was crying a while ago.

"i-i guess.."

"why are you crying? what's wrong?"

"just a little heartbroken. don't mind me, just go."

"well.. alright. thanks by the way."

and with that, namjoon ran.

jungkook sniffles as he looks at seokjin's door.

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"he what?!"

jungkook nods, "he likes jimin.."

"jungkook, oh my god.. i-i don't know what to say.."

"you dont have to say anything.. i'll get over it soon."

seokjin frowns and wipes the tears on his eyes, "don't cut yourself like I did, alright? also, let him know how you feel. not via text. confess to him when you come back."

jungkook nods, "a-alright.."

"jungkook, i'm here for you, okay? i'll make you happy and ill make your pain go away."

seokjin pulls jungkook in for a hug as he cries hard into seokjin's hospital gown.

«A/N»

sorry

whoops

-nic