It's been so long [Discontinued]

4. Chapter

Gon's P.O.V

Ugh...

The lady gave us a room with only one bed. To be honest, I didn't really care. Me and Killua had shared a bed before when we were kids, but of course this is a little different from back then. I guess Killua felt awkward about it, because when I woke up... He seemed. I don't know. A little off. I wish I knew what was going on in his mind when he told me to go back to sleep.

Even knowing that... I can't get that dream out of my head. A dream about Killua of course... A really good dream.

Laying like this with my back towards Killua's back, right now, isn't really that nice. I feel like... We don't get along that much anymore. Yes he did seem happy when we saw each other yesterday, but now... He doesn't really seem that happy about us being back together.

Maybe asking him about traveling together again was a wrong move.

I sigh and look out of the window which is near our bed. The lights from the city can be seen through the curtains. I was never a huge fan of the big cities. I spent most of my time in forests and other small places, with only small towns, while me and Killua was apart.

Killua...

All this time without him have been heartbreaking. Even if I knew he would need time to forgive me. Forgive me for the things I never saw,when I was blinded by my rage. I have wanted to apologies ever since, but never got a chance, but now! Things are different. I will apologies tomorrow!

Killua.......

I hope I can and that he will even forgive me. I don't know what I will do if he doesn't. If the one I love so deeply, can't forgive me for something. I would go crazy.

Killua.........

A/N: hey guys. I know, it's a very short chapter and it's been VERY long since I updated last time. I hope you guys aren't upsets with me, but some personal stuff  have been happening and then I have been having writers block. I hope I can get a new chapter out faster this time. Again I'm really sorry.