Alpha Raven ✔

T W E N T Y - T H R E E | I Am His, As He Is Mine

"That was the day I shifted for the first time. I was only twelve." Normally a wolf would shift at sixteen for the first time. If it ever happened before that the wolf was most likely to die and kill the human side with it.

"I killed all of them. Each and every person except him. He fucking escaped. Till this day, I have been finding him and now that I have, he's after my mate." He laughs bitterly. "I had to drag the bodies of the people I loved back to the pack territory for them to see, why there Alpha had gone missing. They asked me several times what had happened yet I didn't say a word. I couldn't. Not after what had happened." 

"Chance was the first person I told. As the pack members were mourning the death of their Alpha and Luna along with my sister, Chance managed to get the story vaguely out of me. He then proceeded to tell the pack members what had happened. I was thrown the responsibilities of the pack at the age of twelve. Today was the first day they have ever heard me speak." My tears had managed to escape when I saw his eyes begin to water.

"You know, being alone with your feelings is the worst because you have nowhere to run. They're just here dancing in your mind and all you can do is handle." a few tears had managed to escape his eyes. "I'm slowly losing my mind. I'm pathetic. Alone. Lost. Only breathing, not living. Mentally broken." That was when I truly did see how broken he was. 

"I think I'm afraid to be happy, because when I do get happy, bad things just always seem to make an appearance. People think I'm stone hearted but that's not the case. In fact, I'm more sensitive than other people. Things that other people would not notice awaken a distinct echo in me, and in such moments of lucidity, when I look at myself, I see that I am alone. All alone." He said absent-mindedly sating at the wall ahead. 

"You may feel lost and alone but the Goddess knows exactly where you are and has a good plan for your life." I finally spoke up after a moment of silence.

"I realise that know" He said finally looking at me. He had tears streaming down his face and his breathing was heavy. He looked down at my hand noticing the blood, he immediately lifted it against him, wiping it clean on his shirt. 

"Always remember that, in some way or another, you're somebody's angel, even if you don't know it. They love you and think of you even if you don't hear it everyday. Trust that there is love all around you even if you cannot feel it. You're not alone. Your pack is with you. You are this packs angel." I said softly cupping his cheek wiping away his tears. He moves me to sit on his lap. He had taken a first aid box out of the side drawer, beginning to aid my hand.

"I'll always be here. Always" I promised leaning down to kiss his lips softly.

"He's back again. What if we cannot recover from this?" he asked breaking the kiss. As much as he wanted to hide it, I could still see the fear in his eyes. Not the fear of his uncle, but the fear of losing innocent lives.

"One day, we'll recover. I promise" I said softly resting my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around my shoulder bringing me closer.

"I'm so deathly afraid of losing you. I think about it everyday and torture myself with 'what if's'. I just want to love you forever." he confessed kissing my neck.

"What if I told you the same thing? What if I told you I'm also afraid of losing you? I have never been so scared of losing something in my entire life." I lifted my head to look him in the eyes. "But then again, nothing in my life has ever meant as much as you do."

"Love can't exist without fear. If the thought of losing someone you love doesn't scare the shit out of you then it's not love." I nodded my head in agreement after Asher had finished.

"I love you" he whispered softly cupping my cheeks with both of his hands.

"I love you too" I replied immediately with a teary eyed smile. Fear plays a major role in our lives. Whenever we find someone who becomes an important part of our lives, the fear of losing of that person takes place. But you can overcome it by giving the unconditional love and care to your beloved. Once, you fall into love, it mixes with your blood. You cannot live without it. It shows the depth and addiction of it.

Asher smiled laying me on the bed before climbing on top of me.

"You're smiling" I grinned rubbing my thumb over his raised lips.

"I am. I guess I just found someone that is worth smiling for." He bent down capturing my lips in his. The kiss was soft before it turned rough and possessive. He let go of me asking for permission. I just nodded. 

I am his, as he is mine.

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{A/N: Homies...waz gud?? Here is Asher's story, the one so many of you guys have been pestering me about. I hope it was up to mark. You also saw a different side to Asher, how did you find that?  As for the ending, you can use your own imaginations because I don't do those kind of scenes.  I don't know how to write something like that. Sue me. Also this next bit is up to you. VOTE IF YOU WANT ASHER'S POV. Other then that please continue to...

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