hello kids it is i ur buddy jay back from his week of bullshitting everything ever created
honestly this week was so trying for me from beginning to end like on sunday there was the whole orlando shooting thing and it was the last week of school and i had my 'promotion' to high school (they dont call it graduation but the kids do) i had my last day of school yesterday and i cried so much it was awful im so emotional this week (for s different reason but you dont need to hear me talk about that) and ive been the least motivated i have in a while it sucked
but now its friday and im feeling better and ill probably try writing the new chapter of lhts and fail miserably tbh this has been the past week:
me: i need to start the new chapter of lhts
brain: or you could not and cry over everything
me: shit fam ur right i can
and then i cry for the next seven minutes about something stupid
i have been drawing a lot this week tho and i don't have pictures of it all but here have a wentz
i also found this really cool artist on youtube called sarehkee he has a tumblr too and he draws phan and steven universe and he did a speedpaint of fall out boy that is the reason im alive so yeah check him out hes really funny and cool
also for my promotion thing i had to wear a dress which i wasn't that bothered about i mean i looked nice so that was chill and i had cupcakes and shit so it was fun
two of my friends got the 'scholar leaders' awards so that was really cool as well it was a fun day but also a little sad because some of my friends arent going to the same highschool and idk if ill see them much after this summer
speaking of summer you better believe ill write as much as i can this summer and maybe attempt to get another fic out that ive been excited about for a while now honestly its the reason im living its sucha good idea and i love it already theres about 1k words already but that like 1/3 of the chapter so im just really excited i hope you guys like it when i post it
im actually about to go meet up with my aunt uncle and cousin at a really nice pool and hotel thing but because of a thing i wont go swimming
ya know what fuck it im on my period and i dont use tampons so nah fam i aint swimming in a public place fuck that shit
ur welcome for that im a little gross
also i had the weirdest dream last night i can barely remember it but i have little bits like there was a hunt going of of these refugee people who were defending these pods which were blessed by the greek gods and i was caught in a fight with a big machine that kept throwing hot iron balls at me and i was in the mud running around like i got a huge war horse vibe from it and i was defending a bunch of kids in like three campers and we were in like upper new york where theres only forest and it was so weird but also really cool and i started speaking french with a kid??? i dont even speak french wyd @ brain
so yeah thats fun
also for my promotion my mom gave my 30 bucks in itunes money so i finished buying pretty odd and brand new eyes which are both fantastic albums check them out and some various other good songs so yeah fun times
okay guys i just wanted to check up on you because ive had a week that wasnt all that great comment how ur week was and anything else you can think of
WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED I DID A DRAMATIC READING OF MY IMMORTAL TO MY FRIEND YESTERDAY AND IT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER LIKE WE WERE ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING AND CRYING IT WAS FUN
okay now goodbye love u
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