an obnoxious gay ; rants

hi my dudes

whats up guys im back again with another chapter nobody cares about lol

so yeah i updates nuit if u havent seen pls go read i feel very discouraged bc nobody seems to like it or want to vote or comment on it so yeah if u could do that pls and thank

anyways i saw moana today and like 10/10 quality film i cried three separate times bc im an emotional fuck but nonetheless go see it if you can its really good

im also about 300 words into the next chapter of lhts and read it and weep (which is a new fic pls go read im real proud of it) so updates may be within the next two weeks? hopefully??

god i was 12 when i started writing lhts thats wild and now im 14 like bitch the fuck is time i cant deal with it

i think ive improved with my writing quite a bit like at least i dont put who's pov it is anymore god i was a mess

still a mess but now i know somewhat how to fucking write things coherently and so they dont sound like shit

im glad lhts is ending soon but like i appreciate that fics existance like it sucks but it kinda put me on the map and i think thats cool as hell

but yeah lhts and read it and weep go read fuel my ego

jk

sorta

anyways

i ordered a binder like a real binder like a fancy ass gc2b binder and its been delivered but its at my dads house and i dont see him until thursday im dead

i can probably get him to bring it to me before then tho or get it myself but whatever

but on thurday theres a really big thing happening for me i have an appointment to get some anti-anxiety medication which is really good bc i fuckin need it lol

yeah its great im excited and also anxious

ha how ironic

but! good things!! its lit!!!

can i just 

i fuckin love hamilton

i havent heard all the songs by a long shot but the ones ive heard are so good all of them are so good this is such an incredibly musical holy fuck 

lin manuel miranda slayed my ass

he was also in moana he sang a song it was sick

but yeah i just fuckn. love it its so good

hey my hair is purple look at me give me attention

i look a little gross here but whatever its lit im having a grand time with this hair its sick

so yeah i think thats it goodnight love u all bye