an obnoxious gay ; rants

this is dedicated to lhts my probelmatic fave

Okay so I wrote the first two sentences of the next chapter of lhts and all I will tell you is that the first line is "holy shit calm down Pete" so yeah fun also I found the notebook that had the original planning and first two chapter of lhts and I'm just hear to talk about it because it reached 4K reads and I act like I hate the book but it's really my child it's bad but it's getting better and god this is gonna be a trip

so first of all take these

Te original description I think it changed a bit but I honestly have no idea

and see that little crosses out but in the corner? I had two other names for it

1. The Summer of Frerard
2. Be Careful Making Wishes At The Lake

both are kinda bad so I'm glad I didn't use either of them for the final title

oh wait look at this

holy shit Ray is 17 idk if that changed or not but fam I thought he was legal oh fuck

wait maybe that's why I made him pine after Mikey

actually why the fuck did I do that there is not a single part of me that ships rikey like the actual fuck was I thinking did I think it would get me reads or something probably I'm an asshole but really why was I like that

I'm looking through the notebook and there's a bit where I was planning the account (because I was up at my grandmothers lake house when I came up with the idea and had no wifi) so it's like

what I'll write:
frerard
peterick (is that how u spell it I have no clue)
ryden

that's actually it lmao well me almost a year ago I do not ship peterick in the slightest so that's not happening

actually ryden is a pretty good ship I haven't written anything much about that yet huh

well in a certain new fic I'm planning I know for a fact there's gonna be ryden as a not so backround ship so if you guys want ryden read that when it comes out

the shameless self promotion never ends with me I hate myself

oh wait another thing

this was the planning for the first chapter I hate myself it's better than my planning now

literally my planning now is

-gay
-more gay
-emotional trauma
-even more gay

hey that sounds like Steven universe lmao

I'm sorry I'll stop

but actually my planning sucks

I have another thing: a thank you for those of you who have read or begun reading lhts, because that shit is like my trademark and although I'm not horribly proud of it, i have an emotional attachment to it and I secretly love it so I thank you for reading it

I'd also like to shout out nobody from Russia because nobody from Russia has read lhts probably because there's like 8374 laws about the Internet and memes and shit there

one final thing: if you guys could comment your favorite thing about lhts I'll probably do a little thing in the next chapter of lhts so yeah that's cool

also I'm seeing panic! in 9 days and I am suffering

also be prepared for the 4th or July chapter for lhts

is it gonna be released 4th or July or take place 4th of July who will know vote on your phones now

okay I'm actually done now love u bye