I wish I could tell you about the voices in my head..the doubts I have...telling you I'm fine when all I'm doing is dying inside you say I'm not depressed and maybe one day you will see the real me.. The reason I can't trust anyone 100% these secrets I'm hiding are for your safety..I never wanted to get close to you...I knew you was broken and that you still are and I don't want to break you more. Your to precious and too innocent for me...it seems like every day I'm crying as a substitute to self harm because if I do it again you will kill yourself... But the temptation is getting too strong lately and the councilling that you said I don't need isn't helping...before I met you I had voices in my head and when I met you they went and all off the sudden they have come back I'm sorry if i hurt you I don't mean to the stress and the pain is getting to hard to handle and I don't know how much more I can take before I crumble again...and lock everyone out.. Not leave my house..be scared to leave the house... And forget about my health and not eat simply because I'm not hungry and food doesn't sound appetising .. I'm sorry if I hurt you I never meant to
