Life isn't always what you expect it to be when you grow up. As a little kid you think you will find you prince and become a princess and live happily ever after.. If only it was like that. You don't expect for you and the people around you to change but you do..some for the worst and some for the better. If you saw me two years ago and saw me now you wouldn't think anything has changed except my style, I have changed physically and emotionally. Two years ago I loved my life...now I'm just a girl battling anxiety and depression , my grades have fallen my friends seem to not understand me like the used to and stress has gotten to me a lot. I feel like I'm falling into this endless pit and hitting every bump on the way down. People look at me like k was the same as before smiling, but the truth is that smile is fake and it doesn't reach my eyes.. It barely does behind that smile is a girl screaming crying wanting to die. Every day is a greater challenge than the one before and every day I seem to break a little bit more..
