Bright and Beautiful Light

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Why do I feel so lonely inside?!
Why can't I find anyone by my side?!

People are around me, I very well know;
But they only see the face, that I myself show.

No one has actually seen the real me;
Maybe they haven't really tried hard to see.

To see what's going on, in this dear heart;
With all its pieces slowly, falling apart.

I've almost always succeeded in fixing others' hearts;
Bt fixing myself, no, I just can't.

I always give a bright smile, whenever I meet someone;
But the tear behind that smile,
is hidden from every person.

Not that I try to pity myself;
But at least, I thought, I deserved a little help.

Some help in getting rid of the pain I always bear;
But every time I look around, I find no one there.

Never have I known, whom should I trust;
'Cause those I once did, had given me pure disgust.

In need of a person, with whom everything I can share;
Without getting back, such kinds of despair.

I so wish I could just once rewind my hurtful past;
To make this horrific guilt go away from me fast.

Guilt of confiding in the filthiest people possible;
Those who have actually, always been responsible.

For shattering my faith in love and loyalty;
For making me a subject to their never-ending enmity.

But I dwell in a hope, that things will turn right;
Taking me away from this horrible fright.

There will be an end to this dark and scary night;
Showing my heart a way, to the bright and beautiful light!


- anushkapragya17

Helpline #911Onde as histórias ganham vida. Descobre agora