Ego

Ego: Trust Me

"Val where are you?" Harry's sleepy voice called out.

"I'm in the bathroom." I answered quietly so I dont wake up the other boys.

"Hurry and come back to bed." I heard a small thump as he let himself fall back on the bed.

  I had to sleep with Harry because he and the rest of the boys got piss drunk and crashed here, he ddn't want things to look suspicious, meaning he didn't want them asking why we slept in different rooms like roommates instead of lovers.

  I washed my face and dried it, my feet pad quietly back into his room. I lay beneath the covers careful not to touch him so I don't upset him. He pulls me into him my back to his front and his head resting in the crook of my neck.

 "I'm so sorry Val. For everything I didn't mean to hit you, I'm just really stressed out lately. I love you baby." He says against my neck his hot, minty breath sending chills down my spine making me squirm.

"I love you too Harry." I do love him, nore than anything in this entire fucking world he means more to me than I mean to myself, that's sad when you think about but I don't exactly have the highest self esteem right now.

"I love you so so much." He kisses my neck in my sweet spot making me moan softly. 

He slides his warm hand over my stomach gently and I bite my bottom lip as he continues to suck on the sensitive skin. He slides his hand down the front of my pyjama shorts teasing me over the thin fabric of my panty. I gasp as he slides two fingers up an down the wet slit I press myself further into Harry as he continues his assualt. 

"Moan for me baby." He coos seductively, I writhe against his hold, he slides in a finger and I moan out but quickly put my hand over my mouth.

"I'm going to make you feel so good Valerie." He tears the blanket away from our covered bodies and throws it to the floor, he hovers over me and hooks his finger underneath my shorts and panty and tugs them down at the same time.

 "So good Val." He said before his tounge flicked my sex I gasp loudly and arch my back off the bed. he's never been this gentle before.

 He licks my sex and I want to squeeze my thighs together but his hand holds them apart even further.

"Oh Harry!" I moan loudly. He looks up at me seductively as my arousel glistens on his pink plump lips. I screw my eyes shut letting out many moans and gasps escape my lips as I become undone.

  He pulls away and licks his lips, "You taste so good." He kisses me and I reciprocate without hesitation, "I love you Valerie." He says before we both fall asleep entwined in each other.

  -

  I awake to loud laughter and the sounds of dishes being messed with, these boys have no consideration for other people when they are sleeping. I almost storm out of the room before I forget that I don't have anything covering my bottom half. I put on back my pyjamas, brush my teeth and wash my face. I make the bed because I don't know how Harry is going to be this morning so I don't want to leave a mess for him to get mad at me for.

  "Oh Hey Val!" Zayn says with with a knowing smile and the other boys start snickering like little school boys, at first I'm confused but I can thank Liam for reminding me.

"Oh Harry!" He mocks, I thought they were sleeping! Zayn sleeps like a damn log how in the Hell did he even hear me?!

"I love you Valerie!" Louis and Niall chime in and Liam and Zayn add fake gasps and moans.

"I got this." Harry says.

"That's a foreign sound to you, isn't it Zayn?" Zayn stops laughing.

"Louis don't even start, El and the girls talk you might want to pick up the slack or someone or should I say someTHING else will." Two down two to go.

"Liam word on the street is Dani isn't getting all that love and affection you claim to be laying down buddy boy."

"Niall, Nial, Niall. You wouldn't know the sound of someone being pleasured you only know the sound of your own pleasure because as we all know you haven't gotten any ass since the Civil War. Baby I told you I got this." I am in full on hysterics as Harry just schooled all of them. I literally have tears in my eyes while the boys are grumbling to themselves.

 "You guys should actually jot down some notes, but our lessons begin later we have to get to the studio." Harry claps.

"Oh and babe, I made you breakfast." He kisses me on the temple before he and the boys head out. But before they do, they apologize,

"You know we didn't mean it right Vally?" Niall pouts. I nod my head and smile giving them a quick group hug.

  After they left I ate the pancakes, bacon, and hash browns Harry made and everything tastes really really good.

    -Later That Night-

    "Get the fuck up!" Harry bellows as he slams open the bedroom door.

"What is the matter?" I ask rubbing my eyes.

"What's the matter? She asks You want to know what the matter is, I'm dating a classless whore who doesn't know how to keep her fucking legs close." His words now roll off my back but sometimes they really get to me this is one of those times. The room is suddenly flooded with light as he flips the switch, he's drunk. The part of his eyes that are supposed to be white are no longer white the are bloodshot.

  "What are you tallking about?!" I shout and I regret it.

"Didn't I tell you never to speak to me like that?!" He takes my throat in between one of his big hands his thumb pressing into my windpipe, it hurts so much, tears spring to my eyes as he continues to squeeze. I can barely breathe as I claw at Harry's hand. As I am about to pass Harry finally starts to realize what he's doing but its too late, I'm out cold and I'm engulfed in darkness.

  

  I choke on the water as I rise out of the tub of cold water, I sputter loudly and shiver as Harry jumps up with a towel in his hands, his reflexes are quite quick I guess him nearly killing me sobered him up. I hurried out of the tub and pushed him out of the way, and ran to my room.

 I grabbed my suitcase not bothering to dry off and just started packing the little clothes I have. I have had enough as a matter of fact more than enough I don't know how much more I can take.

 "Valerie? What are you doing?" His voice cracks as he watches me.

"I'm leaving you, you insensitive, abusive asshole, I've stuck with for five years five fucking years, through the fame, the money, the concerts, the tours, the fucking abuse! I'm tired of it!" I'm sobbing now and shivering I think my toes are going to fall off.

"Val you can't leave me I love you!"His eyes are getting red.

"You say that everytime but I don't think you fully understand the meaning of love. If you love me you wouldn't hit me. What is it going to take for you to stop because after all I've been through with you I can still say I don't want to leave but you give me no choice." I freeze and he pulls the shirt from hand.

"I'll get help Valerie! I promise just don't leave me!" I sigh as a few more tears escape.

"I swear to God Harry if you don't go to a therapist or something I am leaving you for good." My voice is shaky and does not hold any type of convivtion but I mean every word. I think.

  TWO CHAPTERS IN ONE DAY BECAUSE I CAN I AM ENJOYING WRITING THIS SO MUCHBCDOWSNVIODLnvoi BUT ON A SIDE NOTE DONT EXPECT TWO CHAPTERS A DAY OKAY BYE I GO SLEEP NOWWWWWW