Chapter 33: Letting go
ALYSSA'S POV
STAY- CAROL BANAWA (Play the music if you want. lol hehehe)
"Hello..?" I said after picking up the phone. This is it. The moment of truth..
"Hey.. zup?" she replied. She said that as if nothing happened.
We talked about the things that happened these past few days. I told her that I went to the hopistal for a check up. She said that I should be taking good care of my health that I shouldn't stressing myself.
Hello? She's the one stressing me out.
We idled for 15 minutes. But I broke the ice.. "Denden what happened to us?" I asked her with a soft voice
"Wala naman nangyari ah.."
"Anong wala? You're slowly slipping away.. you're wavering."
I need her to say, "No.. you're still the one.."
"Ah.. sorry.." as expected..
Tumulo yung luha ko.
"Ano ba kasing nangyari?"
"May sakit kasi si Mycs eh.. kailangan niya ako.. Sorry Alyssa.."
He's sick? But I'm also sick.. I need her too..
"Pero.. kelan pato nagsimula?"
Gusto kong malaman kung kelan pa sila nagkaayos.. gusto kong sabihin niyang hindi sila at gusto niya lang suportahan si Myco.
"2 weeks ago.."
Two weeks? Ganun katagal na silang nagkaayos. Bakit hindi ko to napansin? Ganun ba akong nabulag sakanya? Masyado ba akong naniwala sa mga pinagsasabi niya sa akin noon?
"Ang tagal na pala.. bakit hindi mo sinabi sakin?" tanong ko.
"Natatakot akong masaktan ka.." sabi niya ng mahinang boses
"Eh ano bang nangyayari sakin ngayon? Diba nasasaktan?" hindi siya sumagot. "Niloko mo lang ba ako? Ginamit mo lang ba ako para hindi mo maramdaman na mag isa ka noon?" I asked with a shaky voice.
"Hindi.. lahat ng sinabi ko sayo noon totoo.. Sorry Aly, sorry umabot pa tayo sa ganito.."
Ayoko maghiwalay kami, gusto kong ayusin lahat ng dapat ayusin.. pero hindi ko alam kung paano.. hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko pag wala siya..
"Ganun ba kalala yung sakit niya para balikan mo siya? Paano ako?"
"Oo.. kaya nga nagsosorry ako sayo eh. Hindi ko alam.. nalilito nako.." nagsosorry siya kasi kailangan niya bumalik kay Myco?
"Pano kung ako yung may sakit..? Babalik kaba ulit sakin? Iiwan mo rin ba siya?" naiyak nako ng tuluyan.
Hindi ko na kaya..
"Oo, kasi kailangan mo ako eh."
"I am sick. I have HCM. HCM means hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.. yung muscle nung heart ko abnormal. I might die. Ngayon, pwedeng wag mo nalang akong iwan?"
Gusto ko yun sabihin, gusto kong iexplain sakanya yung sakit ko.. but my heart won't allow me.
"Pero may sakit din naman ako ah.." I said softly and with no details.
BINABASA MO ANG
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