For The Better

Chapter 19

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- 3 weeks later-

Tris' POV

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"TOBIAS! HOW COULD YOU!? NO! I SWEAR! I'M NOT INSANE! TOBIAS!"

I scream at him as i'm being dragged out of my house.

By men with white white white coats and pants and gloves.

Strong men.

Big men.

Men that could easily wrap her hand around my throat and choke the life out of me in less than a minute.

My throat is growing soar and I can hear Shailene screaming for me.

Tobias holding her back.

They watch me.

Shailene has tears down her cheeks yelling at Tobias to let her go.

My 3 year old child sobbing for her mother back.

Her mother that she'll never get back.

I feel the tears spill from my eyes and over my cheeks.

I stop struggling.

I look down and let the men had caught me.

I let the men pick me up and hold me in his arms.

we are about to turn when I look up one last time to see other Dauntless members walk out of their rooms to see what is going on.

Then I see Tobias.

The Tobias I trusted.

The Tobias I loved.

But this isn't my Tobias.

My Tobias wouldn't have tried to get my locked up in an Asylum.

My Tobias would've loved me even if I was crazy

My Tobias wouldn't be standing there emotionless and doing nothing.

No.

My Tobias would've fought for me back.

He would've killed.

Wouldn't he?

I watch as everyone is out of my view and let my head drop onto the man's shoulder.

I breathe in and he smells like soap and blood.

-page break-

I wake up in a room.

I've been locked up for 264 days.

1 window.

4 walls.

144 square feet of space.

26 letters in an alphabet I haven't spoken in 264 days of isolation.

6,336 hours since I've touched another human being.

I only know that I was transported by someone in a white van who drove 6 hours and 37 minutes to get me here.

I know I was handcuffed to my seat.

I know I was strapped to my chair.

I know Tobias is the reason I'm here.

Here away from Shailene.

I'm not crazy though.

I swear.

I just couldn't handle that Thing inside me.

So I stabbed it.

I killed it.

I stabbed myself in the stomach to kill it

Tobias and the Doctors thought it was a baby.

Tobias' baby.

He was shocked and horrified.

And now I'm here.

Alone

With nothing to live for.

But I won't give up.

I will find my way back.

And when I do I will get out and kill Tobias.

The man I thought I loved.

The man who I thought loved me.

AN: IKR?! UR LIKE 'WTF LUNABETH?!' AND IM LIKE 'LOL IDGAF'(The second part is not all my writing. It's from book called Shatter Me. ya'll should read that)