BTS Imagines

KIM NAMJOON

Rapmon POV

"Jagi ~ lets go to the movies today," I said.

"Oppa! Can;t we just stay in the house today. We can cuddle all you want.We can do anything you want except go outside," Y/N said.

"But I already bought the tickets," I whined.

"Oh you did? hehe I guess we have no choice than huh," Y/N said while looking down at her foot.

"Oh nothing you have to be worried about," she said giving me a fake smile.

What's going on Jagiya? You have been acting strange these days. I thought slightly pouting.

"Okay just let me get dressed," She said.

"Okay I'll wait for you," I said.

few minutes later....

"Okay, I'[m ready," Y/N said.

Oh my god I am so lucky to have such a beautiful girlfriend, I thought with a sigh coming out.

"You look beautiful Jagi," I said while gleaming from ear to ear.

"Thank you oppa..." she said quietly.

My smile than dropped, whats wrong?

"Lets go oppa," Y/N said once she realized I went quiet.

I'm going to have to find whats wrong because I don't like this Y/N.

Y/N POV

I look ugly, fat, obese, chubby, look like a pig, over all disgusting . These are what I describe myself. When Namjoon said I was beautiful all I thought was that he was lying. Why would I look Beautiful? I'm not even close to good enough looking. There are so many other girls that look way better than me. Namjoon will definitely choose them over me. I was nothing. I don't have much curves, you can still see my stomach showing, large calves, thighs, arms, just basically everything different from the girls on the magazines. If you compare me to them I would be all the way at the bottom, maybe even below dirt while they are at the very top.

Even on social media BTS fans call me a pig, fat, useless trash, and ugly.If they really see me like that then its probably true.

That was all I can think of when we were going to the movie theater.

.......Arrive at the movie theater.....

"Hey babe, do you want popcorn," Namjoon asked.

"No thanks," I said. I don't want to get fatter.

"B-but popcorn is your favorite snack,"Namjoon said while pouting.

"No oppa I don't want," I exclaimed and marched off into the section we were suppose to go to.

I was watching the trailers before the movie (I don't know I haven't been to the movie theater since I was like 5 years old) Namjoon came in holding popcorn. Oppa why did you waste your money?

"Y/N what wrong, I just wanted to buy you a snack," Namjoon said.

"Nothing," I said as quickly as possible.

"Lets just continue with the movie, Look it just began," I said to change the topic.

Throughout the whole movie I tried to avoid Namjoon from putting his hands on me. I'm scared he will just judge me and my figure.

"Jagiya, are you sure you don't want," Namjoon tried to convince me.

"No," I said.

Next thing I know he is trying to feed me popcorn. That was when I had enough. I stood up and ran out of the Movie Theater. I walked to the parking lot and hid behind the Namjoon's car. I felt tears coming running down my face and my breathing was unstable." I am not good enough, why can't I look like the other girls, why do I have to look like this," I mummer. I soon heard footsteps and I quickly wiped them. I looked up to meet eyes with Namjoon.

NAMJOON'S POV

"Y/N," I whispered-yelled.

I ran out to find Y/N.

How did she run so fast? Soon I went to the parking lot to find Y/N crying behind my car.

I bend down to be meet with a wide/puffy eyed Y/N. I cup her face and wiped her wet face.

"Did I do something wrong? Did I make you mad? Why are you avoiding me," I said getting frustrated and mad every word I spoke. I ruffled my hair out of frustration. Turns out that only made Y/N cry even more.

"B-Babe I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry even more," I said while pulling Y/N in for a tight hug.

"How are you still beautiful just crying," I asked myself out loud. Y/N pushed me so now I'm just sitting on the floor.

"S-stop c-c-calling me beautiful because I'm not," Y/N said.

" I'm not pretty! Not even close! I'm not like the girls on the magazines or even close to your ideal type! I don't look good in jeans and a white T-shirt. I can only look normal in red converses high top. You will dump me eventually and probably because of how i look and then you wi-" She said until I interrupted her.

"STOP IT! DON'T EVEN THINK OF ME BREAKING UP WITH YOU BECAUSE THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. DON'T EVEN DOUBT MY LOVE FOR YOU! I love you for you. I don't care if your not as skinny as other girls. Your just right. Your not fat or too skinny. Even if you were I would still love you. no matter what. So don't ever think of yourself like that," I said finally letting my thoughts out.

"You know what, your not beautiful. Your GORGEOUS ," I said while caressing her cheeks. And with that she crashed her lips onto mine.

"Thank you Namjoon for loving me for me," She said. I just lifted her up and put her inside the car and drove home. After we cam home we immediately went to sleep. Right before I was about to sleep I whispered something into her ears.

"You may not seem perfect but your perfect in my eyes, I Love You from the moon and back."

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A/N I 've been so insecure lately people be calling me fat and ugly. That no one will like me. I'm not sure if it is true of not but I take it to consideration. Do any of you feel like that?