I can't change what happened and that is exactly what makes me feel this way. I keep on listening to all the sad songs that exist. Because I need to hear some sounds that recognise the pain in me. I've tried listening to some happy songs, but that only makes me wanna curl up and cry even more. I used to relate to them for a while. I was okay. Why does grief always ruin everything? Why does grief always hit me in the face just when I start feeling better? Why can't I just live a happy life and still remember you. I don't want to forget you. And feeling this pain reminds me how important you are to me. But this pain is like no other. There is nothing I can do about this. The only thing I can try is to carry on. I want to. I believe I can.
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Merthur Oneshots
FanfictionI hope you enjoy these oneshots! They are all based on the BBC show "Merlin". There are quite a few sad ones, but also some uplifting ones! You can also find them on my instagram which is @/merthurians. Thank you!
