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HELP ME!! THIS IS SERIOUS

I AM SO SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING... I have a pretty hard month. I loose two of my best friends now, I'm all alone. I don't know if I'll cry, 'cause I feel numb. I can't believe I lost them both. they don't like each other very well. one because she got jealous. And she didn't do anything. she told me I changed... I mean duhh?? we need to change some how cause were already junior high. Were not elementary anymore. Well the other one. Were still BFF but its kinda hard to communicate. Cause we both have different school.
I only hope to see her again. I mean her, that means Ace... sorry I'm mixed with a lot of emotions now. My grandparents 57th anniversary is coming this week. I'll bake them a vanilla cake. I hope they'll like it.

Help me... Give me some friends advice. How can I get them back with me?? What will I do. Believe me the other one is kind of acting like a b*tch to me, sorry for my harsh word. But that word suits her. Ace is nothing like her. I don't want to put her name. Cause she may or may not read my story.

I want both of them to be my best friends again. I know this AN is so long but please give me some helpful advice. I really need one.