Why Me? ( A TFP Fanfic)

Chpt. 16 Can you be my sire?

"Hey Sire?" I said to get his attention, after about twenty minutes of us sitting there my cuddled into his chassis.

"Hmm?" he hummed in response a gesture for me to continue.

"Has Wheeljack already left?" I asked looking up into his optics.

"Yes, He left soon before you woke up screaming. I'm sorry you didn't get to say goodbye." He said as he continued petting my back.

"It's ok. It is probably a good thing he's not here. I don't think I would be able to stand seeing him right now." I said my voice cracked very slightly at the end of the last statement.

"And why is that?" Sire asked raising an optical ridge at me. I whimpered and curled into his chassis at the thought of it. I took a deep breath.

"In my nightmare I was in base." I paused and took a deep breath. "I woke up on the berth in Medbay just like I have been. It felt very realistic. Anyway, I climbed off the berth somehow and ran into the main area finally I ran down the main hallway, because I heard a noise. I followed the noise into what I later realized was the training room. I enter as I walked close to the door it automatically opened I walked in and in the corner was Wheeljack dying. I walked up to him and he looked at me with pure hatred and said that it was my fault all my fault. I didn't know what he meant until I turned around." At this point, tears were pouring off of my face.

"All of the Autobots were murdered not like killed in battle. No that would have been a lot easier to bare. They were all ripped apart except for you. You were still slightly alive. I ran over to you and when I got there you looked at me with the same look of raw hatred my biological father would use. You also blamed me. Your spark then went out. Horrified, I ran back to where I left Wheeljack." My tears had just stopped running now and I was talking very bluntly with no emotion, my mask had come back.

"He turned on a light. And there in front of me was a HUGE con I don't know who he was, but he was bigger than Optimus. Anyway he told me that  Wheeljack was indeed correct. It was my fault. Then Wheeljack stood up and slowly walked toward me with the same cold look. He stopped in front of me, told me to die, and stabbed me through the chest." I think I scared Sire with how bluntly I had finished. I couldn't help it all the crying so much along with all the emotions had triggered me to slip my mask back on.

"Lava." He said in a warning tone.

"What." I snapped. I heard him sigh and instantly regretted it. "Sorry I'm used to slipping a mask on after I cry so much. And I also become defensive. I'm Sorry."

"Lava. Stop apologizing." Sire said obviously annoyed with me constant sorrys

"So-"

"Stop." Sire said in a warning tone. I bit my to prevent me from apologizing aloud. "Stop it" I look up at him confused.

"I didn't say anything."

"No, but you were thinking it." He said in a dog scolding tone. I sigh in defeat. The sigh quickly turned into a yawn. I then felt sire shift so he was laying down on the birth.

"You can sleep Lava I won't leave you." Sire said as he set his hand on top of me like a blanket. I snuggled into him, comforted by the sounds of him running air through his systems and the beating of his spark. It was mainly the thrum of his spark that coaxed me into a peaceful sleep.

AN: OK here y'all go. Also so on my computer when I go and look at this story on my account it says #99 in Fanfiction. SO THANK YOU All so much for reading my story I am glad that so many people have read it and enjoyed it that you.

OK SO @Wiredhawkes won last chapters guess the song and funny enough she is also the one who suggested this chapter's song so here it is. Bueno suerte!!!!!

He stumbled into faith and thought,

"God, this is all there is."

The pictures in his mind arose

And began to breathe

And all the gods and all the worlds

Began colliding on a backdrop of blue

Blue lips, blue veins

He took a step but then felt tired

He said, "I'll rest a little while"

But when he tried to walk again

He wasn't a child

And all the people hurried fast, real fast

And no one ever smiled

Blue lips, blue veins

Blue, the color of our planet

From far, far away

Blue lips, blue veins

Blue, the color of our planet

From far, far away

He stumbled into faith and thought,

"God, this is all there is."

The pictures in his mind arose

And began to breathe

And no one saw and no one heard

They just followed the lead

The pictures in his mind awoke

And began to breed

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Till All Are One