You cry yourself to sleep

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HARRY: You had always been insecure and having people point out your flaws every chance they get didn't exactly help.

You started to let the tears fall from your eyes and hoping he wouldn't hear your little sniffles, and thankfully he didn't but after the months of crying yourself to sleep part of you wished he would hear you and pull you close and tell you everything was going to be all right.

LOUIS: You had just gotten in a fight with Louis and he stormed out, you felt guilty about it knowing you were the reason he left and you wern't excpecting him to come back, you just started to cry not caring anymore, you leaned against the wall and slid down to the floor and fell asleep to the sound of your sniffles and th feel of tears streaming down your face

NIALL: You had been getting told to kill yourself everyday and you felt like you were a waste of space and that if you did it no one would care, you curled up in a lttle ball on your bed and softly weeped, thinking about the nasty comments and how the world really is cruel. Part of you just wanted this to be the last time you opened your eyes, that this time when you shut them they wouldn't open again and you wouldn't have to deal with the pain anymore.

ZAYN: Zayn was downstairs drinking tea and you were upstairs lying on the bed, silently crying creating a pool of tears and mascara stains on your pillow, you know he had been noticing you cry yourself to sleep every night, you just wondered why he never asked what was wrong, "Did he really care about you? Was he just using you to make someone jealous?" You thought, "No, one will ever care about you, what were you thinking, that someone could actually care for you, why are you so stupid?' You thought to yourself as more tears fell onto your pillow.

LIAM: No one ever really liked you, you were never popular and that didn't stop just because you were dating Liam, it was just more constant you could never find anything nice being said about you, people were still telling you that you were; Unwanted, Ugly, Bitch, Failure, Lost Cause, Never going to be liked, Attention Whore. It really got to you and on day you had stayed uup later than Liam looking at all you're hate, when you thought he was asleep you crawled ito bed next to him and cried as quiet as you could, not wanting him to wake up.

"Babe, stop looking at that stuff, it's going to be ok," He said pulling you close," You're perfect to me," He said and softly sang Little Things to you until you fell asleep.

This was so easy for me to write because It kind of relates to me, I felt really sad while writing this and I don't know why I didn't write this sooner, I hope you all enjoyed this one because I worked actually quite hard on this.

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