Accidentally Yours

ESCAPADE (3) 3 Words

             KASALANAN KO BA
TONI GONZAGA

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TWO DAYS TILL THE WEDDING AND COUNTING
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ALDEN'S  P.O.V

I woke up first as usual. Our bodies are tangled in a spooning position, moulding our naked bodies into one. Her bare back was touching my chest, my arm effortlessly draped over her body, her head used my other arm as a pillow, my head buried deep between her neck and our legs were over each other's.

This is really something new for me, since we slept together for the first time after the strip club scenario I began feeling something weird. My selected preference is what I stick by through, when it comes to sex. When i have sex with someone I don't sleep, cuddle with them after. I don't have sex with anyone on my bed, it's usually at theirs or even just somewhere private. It's simple, I leave once the deed is done. No strings attach, no communication, no feelings, simply just fucking.

But something about this seems right. Like my body was made for hers. And hers only. This seems more than right, it's perfect. Maine's curves fits perfectly when pressed on mine, the way her beach waves hair is spread out sexily across the pillow and a couple of loose strands covering her face. I couldn't help but tuck them away behind her ear, revealing the side of her face.

I was basking in the beautiful and sexy moment when realisation came to me.

Gusto ko siya. Gustong gusto ko siya. Marahil mas mahigit pa dun pero, I need to take it slow. Baka hindi kami kaparehas nang nararamdaman sa isat isa at masasaktan lang ako again. Hindi ko Alam kung love na ba to. Kasi it's only a short time of amount na nakililala ko si Maine, masmahigit pan ang affect niya kaysa sa mga ex ko. Parang kilalang kilala ko siya pero sa yung realidad, hindi naman masyado. Yung puso ko palaging kong sinusudan kapag kasama ko siya. Sobrang rare moments lang talaga ko ginagamit ang puso ko kasi palaging utak ang gamit ko when making decisions! Pero bakit siya palaging puso! Ang weird! Basta ang Alam ko ang masarap kasama siya, masaya ako, content, peaceful at feeling ko walang mangyayaring masama. Pero gusto kong malaman yung saloubin niya. But, natatakot nako! Natatakot ako kapag hindi niya kayang masuklian yung pagmamahal ko. Basta! Fuck, mahal ko siya!

I found myself smiling like a weirdo. Gusto kong makita yung face niya para maganda yung gising ko. Ever so gently I switched her position. Nagulat lang ako kasi hindi na siya lumaban. Maine wrapped her one arm around my waist and pulled herself closer to me. We're both laying on our sides, nose to nose, my arm around her waist so is hers and I'm enjoying every moment. Ayaw kong gisingin siya pero its 12:00 pm and I could hear our friends outside preparing branch. Alam ko pagod yung mga yun dahil sa "activities" nila kagabi. Pero ako walang nakuha!

Tinulugan kasi ako!

Hindi naman sa nagrereklamo. Fine nagtatampo lang nang slight.......maybe more than slight, pero konti lang. Hindi ko kasi matiis itong babaeing katabi ko. First ko kayang ma experience na yung babae tinulugan ako! Ang weird pero kapag naalala ko tawa ang lumalabas sa bibig ko.

Gutom na ako! And for sure gutom narin to. Puma- pabebe lang to, pa sleeping beauty ang effect.

Our nose still touching tip to tip, I began moving my head left to right and right to left continuously, ever so gently giving her cute Eskimo kisses. Maine's eyes began to flutter open, I still repeated my actions ensuring her to be fully awoken.

Her dark brown eye was my front view. Her eyes are so expressive, protruding innocence but behind all that there was an untold mystery. Her eyes were represented suffer, pain, longing, wisdom and love. She was all emotions wrapped up in one.