Opposites Attract *Editing*

Chapter 25

I paced in the living room about to burst into tears, "its gonna be okay June" Sam said coming in with 2 water bottles, i nodded "okay i know, i know" i breathed, today was the day i decided to tell Hunter, Kacey, Eli, Macy, and Oliver i had leukemia...i also invited Tyler, he meant something to me, he deserves to know other than figure

I sat down chewing my nails, breathing heavily, i then got back up and paced back and forth "do you want me to be here when you tell them?" Sam asked, i nodded "yea, yea that'll be nice" i said quickly, he put a hand on my shoulder "its ok" he said sadly, i shook my head "you dont know that" i said quietly "June they love you...we all do" he said, i nodded, my whole body was shaking

Then the door bell rang i jumped and Sam's hand fell, i stared at the door it's time!! oh no im not ready no no no i shook my head quickly "i cant do this, i-i cant" i stuttered as i stepped back "June" Sam, i turned and he was serious, i nodded "okay...okay im ready" i breathed, i was bitting my nails in the corner as Sam went to go open the door, i breathed heavily

I heard footsteps come in, i was in the corner closing my eyes, biting my nails and counting in my head to see how long it'll take 1...2...3...4...5...6 "June?" i heard Oliver and Tyler say at the same time, i froze my eyes snapped open, i slowly turned around all of them were starring at me, my breath hitched they're really here, in front of me...i cant do this...it's to hard i yelled at myself, my eyes snapped to Sam, he nodded, i hesitated but step forward "um" i said looking around Oliver was standing up while the other's sat Tyler was eyeing me, i turned my head avoiding eye contact, i slowly walked to the single chair

"What going on?" Macy asked I wish i could tell you..i wish i had the strength it's been a couple days a since i only have a month im getting weaker, my headaches are getting worse, i just finished with one, it last a whole 2 hour's okay so how do i explain this "hey guys i have leukemia!" no i stared at the ground avoiding any eye contact

"So i called you guys over here to tell you..." i stopped when i looked up they looked happy....how can i do this, Oliver looked in love...he is... and i love him, i do, they're happy and what im gonna tell them is gonna ruin that i opened my mouth to say something but nothing come out, i started to panic

"I um..." i trailed "i have leukemia" i mumbled to wear they could barely hear it "what?" Kacey asked, i looked at her "i um...have..." i stared at them Sam was looking at the ground crying, everyone saw him and became worried "June...what wrong?" Oliver asked taking a step closer, i got out of my chair and took a step back "i have leukemia" i panicked they starred at me wide eyes, Kacey was the first to hop up "what?!?!" she yelled "and i have...1 month left until..." i trailed looking away "until what?" Tyler asked, i started shaking "i slip into a coma and...and" i didnt finish because Oliver left, i was afraid of this...i shook my head and ran up to my room crying, i locked the door, windows and closed the curtains, i sunk in my bed "June" i heard my friends yell, i muted them out with my cries

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I've been in my bed all week "June" my mom said softly, i simply ignored her she sighed "you cant stay in here forever" she said

Silence

"Today's your graduation day" she said proud of me, i didnt budge "what's the point" i muttered "honey..." i could here her voice crack...i buried my face into my pillow, im causing everyone pain, pain, pain! pain!!!, yea they cant trick me, i know it, i know

"honey please for me and dad...and your brother" she said, i wanted to move, i just couldnt bring myself to do it, i sighed and sat up and grabbed my gown, i wore a white dress under and i stood in front of the mirror, dried tears on my face "your missing something" i heard someone say, i didnt want to turn around, i slowly turned "Tyler" i breathed, he smiled but i know he was sad, trying not to cry