Opposites Attract *Editing*

Chapter 23

I gripped my blanket because i felt a cool breeze, i snuggled Closer to Oliver, i groaned, i rested my head on his chest and sighed, i didn't want to open my eyes, but when i did i faced Oliver's calm face, his breathing was steady, i looked at the clock beside me, it was 1 in morning

I turned my head back to Oliver, i smiled, i should probably stop starring, when people sleep they can still feel people starring at them, my eyes soon spotted his closed one's, i wonder what eye color his eyes are gonna be today, it never goes in any particular order, it's just a different  color every time...well...sometimes, it's usually hazel, his original eye color

i started to rubbed his jaw line with my thumb, it moved to his cheek, the window was next to my bed, the moon light was hitting my back while it was hitting Oliver's face structure perfectly, i slowly stroked his cheek, what you would give to be his forever

that thought popped in my head, you have to tell him sooner or later, my inner voice rang, shut up i snapped at the voice, I'd prefer later, really later as in when your in the hospital bed i-, i cut it off don't! the doctors don't even know how long, it may be 3 weeks from now or 3 years who knows, after that it didn't respond until it said maybe but...did you ever stop to think what your friends will think, what Oliver would think, they would be devastated, crushed, they'll be mad at you for keeping it so long, especially Oliver, Oliver doesn't have much, but he has you, think about it June, tell him now or in that Hospital, you almost got caught last time, savor your time June, tell Oliver your true feelings, the voice said, i thought for a minute, what do you mean by true feelings?, i asked no response What do you mean!!!, nothing, i sighed in frustration 

i starred at Oliver, not in a stalkerish way, i mean he's in my bed, i can stare...right?, my finger's tangle in his hair softly, he stirred, i giggled, he mumbled something but i couldn't hear him, then he said it a bit louder "Stella" he mumbled, i starred at him, Stella?, Stella was the name on the tomb stone, i remember, i shook my head, I'm tired i should get to sleep, i let go of him and turned around, but his arms gripped my waist tightly "Stella...please don't leave me..." the rest he mumbled, Stella was obviously someone important to him.....Stella Jackson...

I closed my eyes, and sighed, i got out of his grip, and sat up, eyes still closed, i stood up as i took a step forward i heard the little snores of Kacey and Macy, i smiled and slowly opened my eyes and walked to the kitchen, the cabin was really big, Gorgia said Tyler payed for our stay for the next couple of day's, we had a TV, comfy couches, blah blah blah other stuff like that, i couldnt keep track

i laid on the couch and put the water bottle i grabbed and turned on the TV to watch How I Met Your Mother, it was hilarious, i put it to a volume where it couldn't wake them up, i laughed as Marshal opened the wine bottle, they played the first episode, it was How I Met Your Mother the rest of the night, i watched i couldn't take my eyes off the screen, my stomach was hurting like crazy, i would say Barney is my favorite 

my eyes started to feel heavy, they soon shut, the last thing i heard was the laughing of the TV, and i drifted off to dream land

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I was standing in darkness, it was pitch black, the only light there was...was me, i was glowing, i looked around, "Hello" i shouted, nothing in response, "Hello" i shouted louder, i kept looking around, i soon started running and shouting, i came to a halt, there was a figure in front of me