I Open my ears
Do you close your eyes?
my taped shut mouth contains my why's
Raindrops fall from the skies
And i hide my tears
behind the sky's cold cries.
It cries for me,
That i see,
As if it were truly listening
Listening to my constant plea
To be free from my suffering.
Thunder rolls in agony
As anger flows right out of me,
You say let it go,
You say don't hide
But I'm so afraid
Of what lies inside
So I'm holding on,
No letting go,
To the fear
That I refuse to show
I shake and writhe
In agony
And i know you know
That I long to be free
You see me falling
On my knees,
Lord please free me
From this disease
I wish to change,
Don't want to hide,
But I'm so afraid
Of what lies inside
So I'm holding on,
no, I'm letting go,
But there's one more thing
I need to know
As raindrops
Fall on puddles glistening
Are you still there? Are you still listening?
When im afraid of what lies inside,
Are you turning around to say goodbye,
Or are you crying with the skies?
