Her Mafia King - BWWM

All alone.

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2 years Later

It's been two years since my querida died. I miss her so much. She was the only good thing in my life... Why do I always loose the people most dear to me. First he left us, then mom being sent to rehab, and then Violet. Now I guess its just me and Cristina. 

*Knock knock*

''Bella? Can I come in please?'' 

''What is it Cristina?'' I replied with an angry tone in my voice. 

Cristina opens the door slowly to see me in my bed with the covers covering my body and half my face. She looked at me with so much sadness, I didn't dare to look at her so i turned my head and looked at the wall. I was the first to say something. 

''What do you want Cristina?'' I admit I was being harsh but I wasn't in the mood to see anyone. Who am i kidding? I don't want to see anyone anymore since Violet passed. 

''I know you don't want to talk to me but I really want to speak with you about something.'' She said. 

''And what pray tell is that?'' I replied harshly. 

''Eu sinto falta de voce, tanto. Por favor fale comigo''. 

We hadn't spoken portuguese since Violet passed away. It reminded me to much of the past, and I was trying to forget everything. I turned around so I could face her. 

''Don't you dare speak to me in portuguese, not after she died!''. I shouted angrily. 

''Why are you doing this to yourself?! I have put up with you for two years, and this is how you talk to me?! She was my sister too Isabella!'' She said furiously. 

''I can take care of myself. And yes she was your sister but it was different with her and I!'' 

''What the hell is that supposed to mean?'' She replied. 

''While you MRS.PERFECT were out partying with Josh and all your popular friends, I was the one taking care of Violet NOT you. I was the one with her when she was sick while you were making out with Josh! I  was the one with her after mom went to rehab while YOU were in a rebel faze''. I didn't know why that all came out but It was true. After He left I was the one taking care of Violet while Cristina went through a 'rebel faze' and my mom was busy taking drugs, I was with Violet. She was all I had. But when I said this to Cristina i could see the hurt in her eyes and instantly regretted it. But of course Im a stubborn bitch so I didn't apologize.

'' I thought I was your sister too.'' She states with so much sorrow in her eyes I had to turn away so I couldn't look at her. 

''What? Are you afraid of talking now Bella? You know what Im done, Screw you.'' And with that said she left. I was shocked, my sister wasn't the type of person to get angry or upset. But when she left, sudden realization came to me of what I had just said to her.

''Im sorry...'' I said softly but she was already gone. 

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After our argument I decided to take a nap. When I woke up I didn't see Cristina and I'll admit I was a little afraid that she actually left. But then again I know my sister she would never leave me after all that has happened. Right? 

Ok, now I'm officially afraid. It had been exactly 25 hours 3 minutes and 21 seconds. 

Yes I was counting. I know Cristina and she never leaves for this long unless... unless she really left me. Then I realized Cristina must have really meant what she said about being 'done with me' .

 No! thats crazy she would never leave me, we made a pact when mom went to rehab that we would never leave each other behind no matter what! I decided to call her again for the thousandth time. I dialed her number and with my surprise she answered on the fourth ring. 

''Hello?'' She answered. 

''CRISTINA?! WHERE ARE YOU, OH MY GOD IV BEEN SO WORRIED''. I screamed. 

''I told you Bells-Isabella I'm done with you.'' 

No this isn't happening. She can't be serious! I know I was rude but we made a pact she's my sister she can't do this to me. I won't let her.

''NO! Im sorry alright? You can't leave me we made a pact remember? 'Never leave each other no matter what! I love you I'm so so so sorry please don't do this.'' I was talking so fast that I ended up having trouble catching up with my breath. 

''I don't care. You said those awful things to me. We aren't sisters anymore . And that stupid pact is off. I told you I'm done taking care of you Isabella.'' Cristina replied cruelly. 

''No... please don't leave me. I can't lose you too after Violet.'' I was on verge of tears. I couldn't believe I was losing yet another person dear to me because of my selfish attitude. ''I promise I'll be better, I'll go out again and start working or go to college. 

''Be-Isabella i told you I-''.  She sighed. ''I can't handle you anymore your big enough to take of yourself.'' I could hear her trying not to cry and it broke my heart even more. ''Im sorry. Goodbye.''

''Wait!'' I said before hearing the call end. So this was it. I lost everyone even Cristina. I then broke into a flood of tears. I sat there in the corner of the dining room crying for as long as I can remember. 

This was all my fault. 

HIIIII! Thank you so much for still reading! Even though its only eleven people reading it still is so amazing knowing someone is reading my story so thank you! AND to the three people who voted on my story OMG THANK YOUUUUUU! It made me so happy. 

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