Two weeks later -
The random rapes have been going on for 2 weeks now
and I have no idea what to do. I feel like my world has
been flipped and my life was switched with someone
else's. I think what makes it worst is I never know when
hes going to come “collect” and its everyday sometimes
twice a day. He truly believes I'm his property and no
matter how hard I fight he still is stronger and more
forceful then ill ever be. It seems like the more I fight the
more he likes it.
And Anna doesn't seem to be buying the I keep getting
injured anymore. Its getting harder to explain the ripped
clothes and hand prints. A few days ago I gave up on
fighting, why bother? He always gets what he wants, the
more willing I am the faster it happens and I can block my
mind from it.
The only light of my days is Anna being back in my life,
those 2 days killed me. Oh if you haven't figured it out by
now were back together and I'm back at her house.
Where not engaged but were dating, which is a start to
building our relationship again. I honestly can say that if
she weren't in my life right now id fall apart and probably
give up.
Right now I'm in my room looking over my body and I can
see the bruises Marks been leaving and can feel myself
getting angry. He did this to me he ruined my body and
continuously keeps his brutal attacks on my body. Not
only has he made me despise my own body I hate to be
touched by the one person I felt the most comfortable
with.
We tried to have sex a few days ago and I freaked out, I
started to cry and had a panic attack. It happened like
this.............
Flashback (3 days before) -
Anna – Baby?
Me – Yea
Anna – Can we try being with each other again?
Me – (frowning) We are together...at least I thought we
were...
Anna – Its not that I meant...sexually (she says looking
away, causing me to smile)
Me – Okay, ill give it a try
I lean in and start to kiss her and run my hand through her
hair. God I missed this she truly is the girl who holds my
heart. She smells like vanilla and honey.
Kissing her deeper I can feel myself getting in the mood
so I slide my hands up her shirt and begin to play with her
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Just A Glance (Lesbian) ( Unedited version)
Teen FictionWhat Happens when life throws you into a spiralling down fall and misconceptions of youth. Most feel hopeless well that is definitly true for 14 year old natasha, will she find a savior to help her out of the darkness she knows as her life.