I race to the street and try to find a cab to get to the hospital,
damn I really should have asked Lana where I was and for her
number. I guess if I am really supposed to know her I’ll run into
her again, hopefully under better circumstances. I finally find a
cab after almost 30 minutes (fuck) and tell them the hospital.
Once I get there I walk up to the desk and asked about my
mother, but I had to have one of those bitchy nurses who make
you want to smack the shit out of them for ignoring you. After
another 10 minutes the messed up weave, fucked up teeth,
“Dragon Tales” looking bitch finally gives me the information I
needed. Now I am not mean I just hate when people are rude
for no reason. I feel like if you work in a hospital you should
have some type of a heart. Thank god my mom is out of
surgery, I guess I should get her some flowers.
I get to her room and I am shocked to see her look so helpless,
it just reminded me about her being sick before. I guess I should
explain a few years ago my mother was deadly sick with breast
cancer and almost died. So I spent the better part of my
preteens in hospitals and taking care of her in her sick state. I
watched as the woman I once saw standing strong and fear
less, was destroyed in a matter of months. But this is now and
that was the past, she needs me now and that’s exactly what
I’m going to do. At the end of the day if we can’t take care of
our own family, how can we ever care for others?
2 weeks later -
We’ll my mom and I have been getting along, then again she is
in a coma. The doctors say she can wake up any day now so for
now I just have to wait. Surprisingly since she’s been gone I
haven’t cut or drank, I guess she truly was my problem. On a
different note I’m back at school, I start again tomorrow. Turns
out hitting someone with a lunch tray is a 2 week suspension,
who would’ve known. I still stick to my first thought the bitch
deserved it. Let’s hope exams didn’t start yet, and that this
chick finally let go I’m really not in the mood for a fight. Plus
shit at home is actually good so if she tries to fight me I might
throw the fight so I don’t get suspended.
What the fuck I hate mornings they feel like a sick form of
torcher that the school system came up with. No one in their
right mind can function this early in the morning, even more so
no one can actually learn shit. But this is what I have to do to
make sure they don’t put me in a temporary foster care, the
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Genç KurguWhat Happens when life throws you into a spiralling down fall and misconceptions of youth. Most feel hopeless well that is definitly true for 14 year old natasha, will she find a savior to help her out of the darkness she knows as her life.