Nicka's POV
"Anak ano bang gusto mong gawin natin sa Sunday?"tanong ni dad.Well....What should we do?
"Why don't we visit mommy?"suggest ko.
Napatingin naman siya sa akin at bahagyang natahimik parang nag iisip.
"What should we do there?"tanong naman niya.
Napaisip rin ako.Hahaha!
"Why don't we go for a picnic?We'll cook some favorite foods of mom,right?"suggest ko ulit.
"Sure!After you eat go upstairs and sleep already and tomorrow after your class I'll pick you up we're going to market,okay?"sabi ni dad at napatango ako.
Ay?Nalimutan ko nandito rin pala ang mag ina.Wala lang,iniinggit ko sila.Hahaha!Pinapamukha ko sa kanila na kahit wala na si mommy ay pwede pa rin kami nakapag bonding ni daddy na kasama siya,wala siya physically pero alam ko nandyan lang siya.
"How about your office tomorrow?"tanong naman ni Amanda este mom pala.
"I have appoinments but I can go early tomorrow.I'll pick Nicka up at school."sabi ni dad.
Lihim naman na natatawa ako dahil sa kainggitan ng mag ina.
"Dad can I come with you tomorrow?"tanong ni Assyrine.
"No!"mabilis na sagot ko.
Napatingin naman sa akin si mom.
"Why won't you let your sister come with you Nicka?"tanong ni mom.
"Because I don't want to and besides she doesn't have patience to wait for me after the music club."sabi ko.
Nag buntong hininga silang dalawa ni daddy.Dapat kasi kapag ayaw ko wag na nila akong pilitin.
"Gusto niyo ba talaga kami mag away ni Assyrine?"tanong ko.
"Ofcourse ayaw namin.Gusto namin na nagkakasundo kayo."sagot ni mom.
"Then don't let her come with us."simpleng sagot ko.
"But anak that's the way na mapalapit ang loob niyo ng kapatid mo sa isa't isa."sabi ni mom.
"She's pestering me and naiinis ako kasi sobrang inggitera niya!Mang aagaw ng atensyon ng daddy ko sakin."inis na sabi ko.
"It's not like that anak.She's also the daughter of your dad.You both are daughters of your dad."sabi ni mom.
"Stop!Whatever!"I said but that doesn't mean na pumapayag na ako na sumama siya.
After ng dinner I told dad na ayaw ko talagang kasama si Assyrine so hindi na niya ako pinilit.
Umakyat na lang ako sa kwarto ni mom,my real mom.I sat infront of her big portrait.
"Mom why do you need to go?Why do they force me to accept them?Assyrine?"tanong ko at naiyak na rin ako.
"I mean I'm not ready to accept them.I don't want them.Feeling ko nabawasan yung love ni daddy sa akin dahil dumating sila sa buhay namin."pagpapatuloy ko at di ko napigilang mapahagulgol doon.
"I don't want to be with them that's why I always choose to be alone only.I don't want to bond with them because I feel like I don't belong,that they don't want me to be with them.I feel like I'm not part of their family.Mom if only you didn't go then we are a happy family.No Assyrine then.It's just only you and me and dad."sabi ko na umiiyak pa rin.
"Mom we're going to visit you on sunday."sabi ko.
Mukha akong tanga dito na kinakausap ang hangin.
