Chapter 1 | starting to change

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I put out my phone in my pocket and was about to text info-chan but she already knows what im doing.

"What do you want to know?"

I didn't even asked how she knew i was going to asked her something cause i know she's watching me right now.

"I just want you to look at one of your record videos to where i am and see if someone saw me"

"Hm...alright"

While i was waiting. I decided to go home with my bike so it didn't take me long to reach my apartment, i sat down on my bed and keep waiting.

"I've watched it, but i didn't see anyone near you. Although are you really stupid to be creating your killing ideas in a very noticeable spot?"

"Hey, don't judge. I'm working on that, anyway thanks for the help"

"Sure....."

I put my phone on the drawer and lay down on my bed, i look to the side and saw my Senpai shrine. I started giggling and blushing at his really handsome face as i sway my feet back and forth.

While i was daydreaming about my senpai. i feel like I'm kicking a light thing...like a paper, curious. I stand up and lean down so i can see whats underneath my bed.

I saw a paper attached to my bed and a box. I pull the box out and grab the paper.

"I never saw this before" i said examining the box which is tapes, maybe about 10 tapes, i can watch all of it. i can skip one class so aint that bad.

then i read the letter.

Dear Ayano,

If you're reading this, i want you to know something very important. You're not an aishi, Ayano, and most importantly, you're not a yandere. Here's the short story, me and your mother were on a date, while walking down the road that night, we heard crying. We followed the sound, we stopped in front of the dumpster and we saw a basket and you were there, you were the one who's crying, you were really adorable that made your mother obsessed, not in a love-love way but in a love-daughter way since your mom was a yandere, i wasn't a yandere I'm just a normal person that is not a 'dere. Anyway, we started thinking of adopting you since your mother won't leave beside you, and then years have come, you've turn 6 but your mother still won't leave beside you and it worry's me so much. She won't let me guide you outside or go on a park with you alone, she doesn't even spend time with me anymore but it doesn't matter now. What I'm worried about is she will make you a yandere too, so if you turned one right now. i want you to change, you deserve more, a happy life, not a murderer like your mom, promise me you'll change. The tapes will teach you how to change, i bought them to an old woman for your mom but she doesn't want to change. And also, if you think you don't have any emotion. That's not true. When you were a baby all you did is laugh and smile toothless and say random understand-less words, you were a cheerful baby back then. And one thing, your real name is Ayano Raemi
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Dad

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I can't say a thing.........I'm speechless.....all this time I'm not....a yandere? my mom only make me one, and my real name is Ayano Raemi?...

I look at the box full of tapes, I'm gonna watch all of this. I wanna change, I don't wanna be a murderer.

something felt so different inside of me...happiness,cheerful,sadness,anger,fear,joy,disgust and other emotions. i feel so alive and it feels so good.

thats it! I'm not gonna be a yandere anymore! I wont be a murderer!

"yes! I'm gonna fulfill your promise father! I'm gonna be alive now!" I shouted with happiness and proudnes.

then I started watching the tapes all night....


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