Between the Lines there Lies a Story of Me

Schizophrenic

Mother please don't yell at me today.
I am already having a bad day.
Papa is acting up again.
It hurts, it pains, it stains on my heart.
I can't manage to take care of both
of you at the same time.

"I wish my life would've ended a long time ago.
That way my light wouldn't have to face this darkness, me.
Her little self is filled with so much hope, kindness.
A world filled with eternal sadness is a
world I cannot control.
A world I could not bear my child growing up in."

Mother mother I forget to tell you how much I love you.
I remember you saying it too, but then you stop,
so I did too.
Mother mother I hope you know I'll always
love you no matter how hard my day gets.