I've been waiting to writing,or type something down.It feel like it was long time ago,but not like forever although,I choose to make it feel forever for some reason.Why do I do that?Do I choose subconsciously to emphasize my emotions because I have deterred my sense of feelings?And waiting?what I waiting for?a noble prize for being the laziest person within the family tree.Or maybe it's quite larger no,something mountainous than the deadly sins:sloth.No dad,I doing more than sitting on my butt & watch people having fun.I'm studying,yes,I do laugh because I get the kick out of it.I watch many different content so I can build a spontaneous combustion person that everyone (I wish everyone could) enjoy.If I wish will it matter how much I mature I ask myself.Life is learn,and learn is grow & make each part,chapter,book such vivid meaningful and emotional.Using wish is cheap way to lie to yourself.When living in this world is hard enough.I say,embrace the truth.There nothing wrong,we all have our own flaws.Who's to judge what flaws & perfection?There are even flaw if all of us are perfect.Movies always have some sort of drama to it.We find it entertaining.If all of us were perfect,we'll jump of a cliff for having boringly life.
03/31/16 2:39am
